Friday, 29 January 2010

stuck*

i feel so stuck(ed). i dont know if i should or not. someone guide me? God please show me the way? =|

Monday, 25 January 2010

sick of life.

exams are over. but i am not as happy as expected? i just dont know why.. maybe i knew i flunked my exams =( nobody knows.. nobody cares.. so lost and so alone. who knows? God knows.. mean time, i am sick of faking around with people. seriously, i just wanna be me? why cant just every1 be themselves? stop faking around. its not nice neither cool. 我的心情谁会懂 -> who would understand my feelings now? who would? even me myself also dont know how do i actually feel. =( feeling so emotional? haha. guess not. life goes on! what else could i do. nobody to hear me. no shoulder to lean on. to tissues from someone. guess i am better off a sole ranger. returning back to secondary school makes me feels better. at least i feel a little release. not that stressed. =) at least i could me. =D thats the only one thing i just realised and i like about school now. i guess. this moment, i just realised that the reason i like school is because i could be me! no need to worry of whats going come next or what mark will you leave on. cause, school smells like freedom. =) guess i could find myself there or just in my dreams.. =|

Monday, 18 January 2010

=(

2 down. 3 more papers to go. exam sucks. seriously i dont even know what did i crapped there. ugh.

Thursday, 7 January 2010

finals in 6 days time... =(

ah! finals are coming. and i am so not prepared! aiks. what am i going to do! stucked up. lazy. tired. slacking. what else could be worst! somebody tell me what to do? somebody help me? =[ sigh. when i see the books. i got tired. and my eyes starts to roll. lol. this sem i didnt pay enough attention to the lecturers too.. skipped alot of classes too! aiks! ahhhhhhhhh! i wanna screammmmmmmmmmmmmmm!!!!!!!!

Sunday, 3 January 2010

so confused.

o.O i am so confused. O.o what am i supposed to do? hmmm.
it's really complicated now. wish i could just do that. sigh.