Monday, 22 March 2010
interesting day
today is a interesting day indeed. everything was just like usual. handed in our draft 2 for assignment. as usual, there are problems =.= then. Goldy did not went to eng. lol. out of no where, we were all wondering. then sue started to tell me smth in the eng. lab. interesting. i tot it was nothing . but then the unwanted things happened today =.= goldy said something unusual. it made me awkward. of course la. everybody in class i also shoot. shoot ka all also no feeling d. how can i explain this. omg. god help and god bless me. i dowana write anymore. it's really weird and awkward. i am still wondering is it true. and then, came another question. the person that signed my attendants earlier in last sem.. who did tat? hmmm
Thursday, 18 March 2010
maybe
maybe i should stop thinking stuffs that are out of the box. maybe just think something that is just a small part of the box. perhaps stop complaining about everything. just live like there's no tomorrow. do everything 101%.. but i know i would be able to do dat. i am not so determined after all. but i will give it a try. i will speak lesser in here and speak everything out, outside. that's my world. it's just not me in here. i feel unhappy. but i feel secure. sad. but yet , blissful. what could this be? =S and, FML for now. i wanna screammmmmm! but nobody will wanna hear it.. because it will be very loud and hurtful. there's pain in it. the screams will be loud and straight from my heart. nobody could bare it.. even myself. why? because it's been a while since i last screamed. scream is good i feel. at least, at certain times it will release off ur tension, pressure, sad ness and, frustrations. scream the hell out of my voice, life and heart!
Friday, 12 March 2010
ebd =.=
ebd ebd.. damn ebd.. hmmm phone's gone. not my k770 but my w995. -.- fark. cant say much. headache and flu. damn it. anything worst than this? never feel so bad before. but i will grow from this. i will not be the fallen one. =|
Thursday, 11 March 2010
down-ness
down-ness shit. totally down. this few weeks gone down. everything i do, i lose mia =S almost 2k liao. T_T what can i do -.- i gonna stop for a while. take a break! mother fuka! ARGH . geram till i cannot say liao. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! fook!
Wednesday, 3 March 2010
=(
recently, i have been thinking what will happen when lucky leaves us.. i feel so foolish but i knew this day will approach.. what else could i do? i cannot imagine the lost =( it will be awkward to enter the house without lucky.. sigh. how sad. ="(
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