Saturday, 29 January 2011
cloudy night
it's cloudy out there. and all i wanna say now. what i see. what i felt. what i wanted to say but there's never a chance for me to say. YOU SERIOUSLY DON'T WORTH MY SYMPATHY! fcuk it! i'm silly because i am feeling so sad now. but i seriously dont want to care anymore. sick of this. tired of this. fcuk everything. you realy do make people's day go cloudy and then stormy. that's why i felt os's feelings as well. because i am in a situation that is more or less the same with her. there's not much difference. just shit.
Thursday, 27 January 2011
it feels good to be RICH!
i think. it's really awesome to be rich. i could see it through the photos and the external layers from others. of course, there's pros and cons in everything. rich doesnt mean perfect, but it does help. it really makes me feel good. spend stuff and so on. argh. i want to be rich. =) and pretty and slim , not too slim. lol. and and. healthy! XD and if i m not healthy, no point being rich, pretty and slim. lol.
Tuesday, 25 January 2011
#327
why can't i just have a peaceful day before cny? everyday seems so unrest. depressing. do this also wrong, do that also wrong.. where's my happiness for sem break? where the fuck is that? you people really menjengkelkan. cibai. enough. fcuktards.
Friday, 21 January 2011
#326
well well well. exams is over, but i felt even more lifeless. there's nothing to do. i mean there are, but i dont feel like doing anything. argh. terrible. i am actually worring about my results. lol. sigh. i dont want to lose. =S wait, cny is coming! beh happy sk! =D and u got a car now. miserable again. who's gonna pay for the petrol n the maintenance? fcuk shit la. like mom said. got car, also luan. no car also luan. fcuk la. fml. u orang betui betui mencibaikan. fcuk u people. i dont know u people is 1 or 2. fml.
Thursday, 20 January 2011
Imy!
I miss you. And I can only tell myself. There's no one I could tell. Sigh. I really missing you badly and I hope to see you work. I wanna ask you everyday, how's your work? Everything went smooth? How's your day? Did you miss me as well? Etc etc.. There are so much but there's none I could tell you. Too bad. What can I do? I just miss you. Sigh. Btw, if tomorrow kuma comes back then, tomorrow will be the day I own a car of my own. It's not really mine. But kuma said she give it to me. Thanks kuma! How badly we all need a car! Heh!
Monday, 10 January 2011
11-1-11
lol. 2 papers has passed. =( i think i did quite bad for my MA. =S sigh. what can i do? when i studied, nothing went in. =( dont know why. i feel unrest and unease, these few days.. is it because my room painted blue? or is it pressure and stress from them, my classmates or finals? seems quite terrible. insomnia and then body aching every now and then. sigh. i want to finish finals so quickly and i dont even know what should i do. starting to slack. moodlessssssssssss! damn it! i must have the spirit to fight! then i will win! remember the feeling of winning! and the disappointment of losing! sk! wake up!!!
Saturday, 8 January 2011
Day 1
finally finals Day 1 has come. =S it was not that terrible except for the silly mistake i did. fcuked up. ugh. hopefully i will continue to do well till i finish econ!
Friday, 7 January 2011
#320
wow. tomorrow exam liao. lalala. anyway. just got kissed by another bike like 10minutes ago. thanks cikgu aziz. ur tuition centre should be relocated to somewhere. causing jam here n there. irrational parents who are also selfish that are only concern about fetching your kids. dont make the roads jam la. at least. there's nothing wrong with fetching your kids but when you make the road jam, you are. = = damn it. luckily nth happened. bad sign for today, good sign for tomorrow onwards! =D
Thursday, 6 January 2011
#319
today. is just another day of studying. tomorrow is the first day of finals.. =( sadness. i dont know why there's still not enough force to push me. that's impossible right! yes. it is. i will go study! NOW SK GO!!!!!!!!!!!
Wednesday, 5 January 2011
#318
kinda tired and bored of both studying and cleaning the house, aka house chores. really tiring. why both at the same time? i don't want to lose. i enjoy the feeling of winning. the satisfaction, woo. valuable. and i really hate losing, makes me a noob. what a loser. but i am. i guess? i might be a loser in college but i am never a loser in the outside world. =D i hope so. winning feels good! and because winning makes me feel better.
Monday, 3 January 2011
#317
wow. i'm really happy today. just for one reason, two. wait. three. lol. first, i calculated the bill before the aunty used the calculator to calculate. first time ever. lol. second, i'm getting wira soon. Weee* three, i started studying. at least. i had some effort studying.. :D gambateh sk! u can do it no one can =D and what? YOU CAN DO IT! all out!
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