unforgetable

To the her which they know who they are,
1st who,
sorry dat i couldnt treat u like a fren anymore. the incidents that had happened before still orbitting on my brain now. 7years of frenship (std 5 - f5) wait, there's 1 incident did occured on f3 so its 5 years of frenship, just got the end there. seriously the situation at the porch stills on my head. although i dont really remember the words but i do rmb the main points. i will never forget them in my life. as for the form5's one, i couldnt believe u would hav said dat. friendship end is wat we were supposed 2 say wen we were younger like form 2? that time we might consider ourselves as childish and naive. but form 5, what do u expect? its going 2 b joke for every1. mayb i suldnt hav been close 2 u frm the start. but only God knows what will hapen in our lifes it was fate. but we do hav a choice. we always do. its whether we decide correctly on the right time or the other way round. i dun even unds myself, why am i writing everything here now. i feel stressed, frustrated and a lil confused. mayb i couldnt find any1 close or rather trusted. at the very moment, i feel like screammmmm out loud and start crying. release everything in a proper way is better, rather then keeping them 2 urself. its hard 2 keep everything 2 urself and find solution by ur self. life is full of obstacles and tasks, so we must solve them wisely, right? hmmm. hmmm. what's life like now? misery and doesnt even know wher to go. school's muc more easier. i miss those days. ='( but those were the days, time doesnt wait for us. its just we wait for the time 2 pass by and time flies. unconsciously, without hesitating, time just go. so much i have missed out. i wish i could turn time back and start everything over agn. rather then living in regrets and misery. dang. feeling better now i guess. btw, just thought bout it, from frens, we became enemy and then u started 2 tok back 2 me and u started another fight and u started 2 talk back 2 me. dont u get tired ? seriously, if u dont get sick of it, i tell u, i do. i'm sick of it. i'm tired of it. but its way better now. we both had left the school. =) and i'm seriously tired of thinking you ( another person kay) . seriously tired. i need a break.