thanks to wew.

seriously thanks to her birthday. brought me much happiness in life. the screaming in red box released alot of things inside me for quite some time. =) thanks wei wei~ so much thoughts in my mind that i kept inside me.. never told anyone before.. but is there really much in my head ? or it's just i'm thinking too much? maybe i'm thinking too much. i dream a lot. all those unexpectable and impossible.. lol. everyday i tell myself that i wanted to be success in my life.. but will I ? i am waiting excitedly now. i want to success but, success doesnt just drop down by it self. i have 2 work it out. but how? i don't want to be called a useless again. do you know how much i am offended with that word? you said I'm useless. well. i dont think that's it. i will be more success than you. i will. and i will make sure that i am. i will. you just wait and see. this grudge in me will never end. this spirit is everlasting. i will prove it to you. not just nice cars and big houses. i will make it more than that! i am sure about this. the feeling is getting stronger every time i think about it. remember what i SAID. as for me, i tell myself everyday! EVERY NIGHT!