The Cherry Stick i tied with my tougue! =D
Monday, 28 September 2009
28-9-09
bored bored. anyway. i spent my whole 2weeks and 6days holiday in the house! whats the difference between grounded and not? =.= went out just like a day or two. the rest, home. computer and family dinner. thats all =.= feeling so lifeless. but watever it is. here's a few photos that i lazy to upload yesterday. :P



Easy VS. DIfficult. =)
EASY ....... DIFFICULT
Easy is to get a place is someone ' s address book.
Difficult is to get a place in someone ' s heart.

Easy is to judge the mistakes of others
Difficult is to recognize our own mistakes

Easy is to talk without thinking
Difficult is to refrain the tongue

Easy is to hurt someone who loves us.
Difficult is to heal the wound...

Easy is to forgive others
Difficult is to ask for forgiveness

Easy is to set rules.
Difficult is to follow them...

Easy is to dream every night.
Difficult is to fight for a dream...

Easy is to show victory.
Difficult is to assume defeat with dignity...

Easy is to admire a full moon.
Difficult to see the other side...

Easy is to stumble with a stone.
Difficult is to get up...

Easy is to enjoy life every day.
Difficult to give its real value...

Easy is to promise something to someone.
Difficult is to fulfill that promise...

Easy is to say we love.
Difficult is to show it every day...

Easy is to criticize others.
Difficult is to improve oneself...

Easy is to make mistakes.
Difficult is to learn from them...

Easy is to weep for a lost love.
Difficult is to take care of it so not to lose it.

Easy is to think about improving.
Difficult is to stop thinking it and put it into action...

Easy is to think bad of others
Difficult is to give them the benefit of the doubt...

Easy is to receive
Difficult is to give

Easy to read this
Difficult to follow

Easy is keep the friendship with words
Difficult is to keep it with meanings.
Easy is to get a place is someone ' s address book.
Difficult is to get a place in someone ' s heart.

Easy is to judge the mistakes of others
Difficult is to recognize our own mistakes

Easy is to talk without thinking
Difficult is to refrain the tongue

Easy is to hurt someone who loves us.
Difficult is to heal the wound...

Easy is to forgive others
Difficult is to ask for forgiveness

Easy is to set rules.
Difficult is to follow them...

Easy is to dream every night.
Difficult is to fight for a dream...

Easy is to show victory.
Difficult is to assume defeat with dignity...

Easy is to admire a full moon.
Difficult to see the other side...

Easy is to stumble with a stone.
Difficult is to get up...

Easy is to enjoy life every day.
Difficult to give its real value...

Easy is to promise something to someone.
Difficult is to fulfill that promise...

Easy is to say we love.
Difficult is to show it every day...

Easy is to criticize others.
Difficult is to improve oneself...

Easy is to make mistakes.
Difficult is to learn from them...

Easy is to weep for a lost love.
Difficult is to take care of it so not to lose it.

Easy is to think about improving.
Difficult is to stop thinking it and put it into action...

Easy is to think bad of others
Difficult is to give them the benefit of the doubt...

Easy is to receive
Difficult is to give

Easy to read this
Difficult to follow

Easy is keep the friendship with words
Difficult is to keep it with meanings.
Saturday, 26 September 2009
27th Sept 09'
yesterday i slept late. so i woke up late. planned to wake around 12 + to 1. but my brother's music woke me up -,- then went down. played games a while. on9 facebook as usual. till 3smth untill carra called me. asked me to fetch them lol. it was fun la. at least i dont have to rot at home and also dont need to think much about what am i saying whether it is right or wrong. =) at least. i could be half me. and i hear a lot of things dat i din hear b4. there are there for you to hear. but the choice to hear or not is up to you. lol. watever. btw, today shi wei asked me to take her car to fetch her. lol. rushed here and there. haha. wa seh. scary sia. when i was on my way home, i dont feel right about my bike. =X thank god i reach home safely. =) today i have seen things that i thought i wont see. and i also have think through some things. i dont know how to say it here. but its just dat. once we have it before, is better than we never have it before. just remember the time we have it. and keep it as a sweet memories. and thats it. thanks shi wei. for answering my question that puzzled me for a while. =) maybe its the end of it. perhaps it had already ended. but watever is it. it doesnt matters anymore. =) i'm feeling that i'm turning myself into a loner. dont know why. i just couldnt seem to make everything right. or i simply doesnt feel its right. somebody tell me why? i cant stop thinking about the past these days. so mesmerising and so comfortable if it will hapen again. but we have no move on. move along move alone liek i know you do! =D cheer up sk! lolx. today i tied the cherry with my tougue ! =D rachel i also can k. the photo will be up soon! wait up!
Wednesday, 23 September 2009
*missed out
i missed out to say about the so called part time job i got in G Hotel. just for two days. on last sun and yesterday(tuesday). what a terrible day that sunday was. the 7 of us went there. er. this includes, ln,jm,tinee,jenny,pl,joanne and me. lols. only five worked at last. er, jm,tinee and pl have to go gurney to buy socks. lol? cuz socks is NOT black? zz. then me n ln have to find PANTS, pure black, which means no stripes, buttons and so. we also need to find another pair of PURE black SHOES. which ours was the converse eh. got white parts. ZZ its so frustrating there u know? i mean its just a day of work right? a day or two i suppose. and all those rules we have to follow. and and this lady there. ERYNN TAN! ZZZzzzZ! suck. at first, she looked really fine. with the smile and so la. so we all thought that she was real kind. but then she turned into a evil witch! wtf wei. sucks man. those who were there , knows it. understands it. advice u all lo. if wan to work as WAITRESS there, remember, BLACK ALL. not even a single mistake there. and also. NO nails~~~ and about 1 and a half hours exploring the lift and so, i already knew where are some of the departments located there. they even provide fuss ball and computer (i think) for the worker there. hmmm. not bad huh? guess that is just another not my day days. =/
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anyway. today i've really really realised something and i'm pretty sure about it. i've lost a very good friend. i guess so? every one is really different now. who else could i go to? no 1 else but just me. i maybe even isolated now. =( think i will just have to face it when i cant even mend it. right, cheryl? sigh. after so long. after so many things that have happened, i just found out there's only one person you could trust the most. and they will never betray you. that's your inner self. =) i want to understand the situation. but i m not able to do so. i want to understand what had happened. there's not even a single chance. what else could i do? sit back and stuck up here? yes i supposed. last option of all the options i have . sit back and suffer. =)
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anyway. today i've really really realised something and i'm pretty sure about it. i've lost a very good friend. i guess so? every one is really different now. who else could i go to? no 1 else but just me. i maybe even isolated now. =( think i will just have to face it when i cant even mend it. right, cheryl? sigh. after so long. after so many things that have happened, i just found out there's only one person you could trust the most. and they will never betray you. that's your inner self. =) i want to understand the situation. but i m not able to do so. i want to understand what had happened. there's not even a single chance. what else could i do? sit back and stuck up here? yes i supposed. last option of all the options i have . sit back and suffer. =)
Monday, 21 September 2009
moment of rememberance.
i have a few thoughts today. don't know why they just came to me. there are some things were meant to be this way. the more we try to mend it, the worst it gets. true isn't it? sometimes i just sit down quietly to think what have i did lately. what had happened and so. as i sat quietly. the past just came back to me. where we sat down and laughed silly-ly together, we cried for nothing and also for friendship or things, we pranked on someone, we played april fools on each other, saying things to scare others. but now these things will never happen again. they will just remain as memories. yet bitter sweet memories. its really nice sitting down to think back those memories and smile or laughed by myself and and my mom will ask me, are u crazy? laughing by urself there. its silly but it is nice at the same time. here are a few tings on my head. er.
1. i still remember receiving presents from you. still kept in my room. lol. those were the days. haha. its funny to think back about the past. how silly i've been. yeah right. silly but i am willing. blah blah. now we both are in separate ways. i guess that's the end of everything. not talking, not chatting, no seeing each other anymore. thanks for everything, though. =)
2. and you. you were the one who always listen to all my grunts and so. i really thank you sincerely. you are a trustworthy person. i mean seriously. that's my opinion. i dont know about others. thanks for the gift u gave me last year. it was really sweet to receive some thing like that. i mean it. honestly. anyway. i just wan to apologize if i have done something bad to you. i might have did it in purpose or might not. sorry and thanks. =/
3. as for you. u went very far away when we dont even have a change to know each other more. =.= don't know about you but u r a very noisy ass! yet sporting and spontaneous. lol. loud. daring. perhaps no. lol. u commit to things too easily. =P i will remember u for sure. the rest of my life. u also hear me out when i'm down. thanks a lot. but i know some times i might be off the wall , so, i wanna apologize too. sorry . =)
4. you you you! yes. you are the one who always get bullied. heheh! its really weird that you dont get angry. =X sometimes you just too weak i think. people shoot you, u sure hang eh. or not u say till nth to say liao. guess you know who you are :P thanks for fetching me around wei. really dont know how to thank you. thanks a million. :P hope this friendship will last though. :S
5. you. another one. control your feelings la. dont let them to control you. dont always listen to the voices beneath you. but also the common sense you have! remember. its either now or never. do it. you really have to turn over a new leaf. leave the past, venture for the future, explore new things. remember ! you also always fetched us around. especially when you have ditched that ass. =D happy to hear that. ^^
6. you. is a. . a, very weird person. somehow i dont understand you also. sometimes. dont even know what are u thinking. btw, i'm starting to lose in touch with you. think this will end alot of things. what can i do. i know, this day will come. not just to you but to me too. but i jz didnt know if came so quickly and it took everything so fast! =(
7. you is a very very big spender! i dont know how ur mom wanna support u wei. no offence la. aiyoyo. every1 knows it. :P things also starting to change nowadays. hmmm. i still remember your face when you get angry. that face, its indescribable. real hot and red face. its like eaeting pepper and Tabascos and garlic and onion, then you see smokes coming out from head and ears. lol. describe till over over d. but i will definitely remember that face ! =P
ok lah. thats all lah. lazy to think and type dy. sleepy adi. there are a whole lots more i wanted to say but i just cant right. there are some things that should be stay the way as it is now. thats all. good bye. no offence to those people(friends) i said. =) thousand apologies and thanks a bundle =) and also. i wan to add in, when i think of the past in high school, tears keep falling off the cliff but i couldn't let it fell just like that. and the reason? things will never always stay the same.
1. i still remember receiving presents from you. still kept in my room. lol. those were the days. haha. its funny to think back about the past. how silly i've been. yeah right. silly but i am willing. blah blah. now we both are in separate ways. i guess that's the end of everything. not talking, not chatting, no seeing each other anymore. thanks for everything, though. =)
2. and you. you were the one who always listen to all my grunts and so. i really thank you sincerely. you are a trustworthy person. i mean seriously. that's my opinion. i dont know about others. thanks for the gift u gave me last year. it was really sweet to receive some thing like that. i mean it. honestly. anyway. i just wan to apologize if i have done something bad to you. i might have did it in purpose or might not. sorry and thanks. =/
3. as for you. u went very far away when we dont even have a change to know each other more. =.= don't know about you but u r a very noisy ass! yet sporting and spontaneous. lol. loud. daring. perhaps no. lol. u commit to things too easily. =P i will remember u for sure. the rest of my life. u also hear me out when i'm down. thanks a lot. but i know some times i might be off the wall , so, i wanna apologize too. sorry . =)
4. you you you! yes. you are the one who always get bullied. heheh! its really weird that you dont get angry. =X sometimes you just too weak i think. people shoot you, u sure hang eh. or not u say till nth to say liao. guess you know who you are :P thanks for fetching me around wei. really dont know how to thank you. thanks a million. :P hope this friendship will last though. :S
5. you. another one. control your feelings la. dont let them to control you. dont always listen to the voices beneath you. but also the common sense you have! remember. its either now or never. do it. you really have to turn over a new leaf. leave the past, venture for the future, explore new things. remember ! you also always fetched us around. especially when you have ditched that ass. =D happy to hear that. ^^
6. you. is a. . a, very weird person. somehow i dont understand you also. sometimes. dont even know what are u thinking. btw, i'm starting to lose in touch with you. think this will end alot of things. what can i do. i know, this day will come. not just to you but to me too. but i jz didnt know if came so quickly and it took everything so fast! =(
7. you is a very very big spender! i dont know how ur mom wanna support u wei. no offence la. aiyoyo. every1 knows it. :P things also starting to change nowadays. hmmm. i still remember your face when you get angry. that face, its indescribable. real hot and red face. its like eaeting pepper and Tabascos and garlic and onion, then you see smokes coming out from head and ears. lol. describe till over over d. but i will definitely remember that face ! =P
ok lah. thats all lah. lazy to think and type dy. sleepy adi. there are a whole lots more i wanted to say but i just cant right. there are some things that should be stay the way as it is now. thats all. good bye. no offence to those people(friends) i said. =) thousand apologies and thanks a bundle =) and also. i wan to add in, when i think of the past in high school, tears keep falling off the cliff but i couldn't let it fell just like that. and the reason? things will never always stay the same.
Saturday, 19 September 2009
aww.
nothing much happened today. just played games, met shereen n mavis at coffee bean. then went to wew's place for a while. left and went home. nothing much. then had dinner with my relatives from KL. haha. lucky really *boh ta eh* haha. not brave? no courage. whichever. lol. funny isn't it. as i sat down here in front of my computer, i thought back a few things. things just change as the way it changes. it doesn't matter where you are. and it just changes. really hurts me much and yet i have to accept the fact that it will never be the same again. sometimes i just wonder if i could only turn back time and make things right. but no one ever will be able to do that. sigh. as time goes by, the more things had changed. =/ sometimes i just missed the past. so much. i really hope that things just don't change that quickly. but like my mom said today. when the fate is gone. then you'll just have to accept it. its the past that gave you such a fate and it had ended now. if its yours then it will be yours. if its not, then don't hope for it. it will be pointless. =)
Friday, 18 September 2009
*something on my mind.
just wanna put it here so i will know next time. hmmm. i didn't know why this came but it just turn out to be on my mind. if you love someone, you should love that person unconditionally. that's true love. love for the inner beauty not just the outer.
some lyrics on my mind =P
1. when the days are getting hard for you. i will always stay here by your side. i promise you, i'll never hide. but if you wanna cry, cry on my shoulder.. if you need someone who cares for you. if your feeling sad, your hearts gets colder. let me show what will love can do..
2. i can't stand the pain. and i can't make it go away. no. i can't stand the pain. how could this happen to me. i've made mistakes. got no where to run. the night goes on as i'm fading away. i'm sick of this life, i just wanna screammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm! how could this happen to me?
3. every time i close my eyes i thank the lord that i've got you. yeah . and you've got me too. and i every time i think of it i pinch myself cause i don't believe its true. that someone like you loves me too. yeah. (i'm not in love la. but touching right? =P)
4. i'm your biggest fan. i'll follow you until you love me. papa paparazzi. baby, there's no other superstar you know that i'll be. papa paparazzi. promise i'll be kind. but i won't stop till that boy is mine. baby you'll be famous , chase you down till you love me. papa paparazzi.
there's alot more. i'm too lazy to listen and just type it out here. haha. and these songs are what on my mind. hmmm~
some lyrics on my mind =P
1. when the days are getting hard for you. i will always stay here by your side. i promise you, i'll never hide. but if you wanna cry, cry on my shoulder.. if you need someone who cares for you. if your feeling sad, your hearts gets colder. let me show what will love can do..
2. i can't stand the pain. and i can't make it go away. no. i can't stand the pain. how could this happen to me. i've made mistakes. got no where to run. the night goes on as i'm fading away. i'm sick of this life, i just wanna screammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm! how could this happen to me?
3. every time i close my eyes i thank the lord that i've got you. yeah . and you've got me too. and i every time i think of it i pinch myself cause i don't believe its true. that someone like you loves me too. yeah. (i'm not in love la. but touching right? =P)
4. i'm your biggest fan. i'll follow you until you love me. papa paparazzi. baby, there's no other superstar you know that i'll be. papa paparazzi. promise i'll be kind. but i won't stop till that boy is mine. baby you'll be famous , chase you down till you love me. papa paparazzi.
there's alot more. i'm too lazy to listen and just type it out here. haha. and these songs are what on my mind. hmmm~
"Shower" in the rain.
Today woke up at around 10something or 11. was tired though. but i still woke. don't know why i just can't get back to my sleep. hah. then online , facebook and stuff till around 1still bath then went to bowling with wew and her cousins. left there and went to gp. but stopped half way. cuz tinee they all still in the movie. lol. so i went to wew's place. i ended up got too bored there and then fetch her to my house with her bike then she rode back. haha. then after, helped my mom to bring lucky for her pee and poo and also helped her with the burning of incense and the stuff there. hmmm. then i rode my bike to gp. meet with tinee,leannee,lichen,eli,darylene and jojomunmun :P they were at MPH. =.= book window shopping. lol~ lc n ln left.. then went around. ate at sushi king. eli and dar left. so me n tinee n jm went to play pool a while.. bla bla. then it rained and rained. woah. i couldnt stand waiting. so i ran off. then stopped at one corner. all wet. argh. but still went the rain slowed down a little, i ran off and took my bike home. i was all wet. it was really fun but of course kinda dangerous. reminds me a lot things. chilled me. calm me down. thanks to the rain. i never knew riding a bike when its raining could be so fun! =P of course, once i reach home, i took a shower first. =D syok-ness. the rain might refreshed my mind a while. after all these confusions around me. =) that's about all. I'm off to facebook. =D
Thursday, 10 September 2009
10/9/09
today finished micro's paper. the hardest paper i guess. really had a terrible insomnia last night. ugh. today also, yy kena accident. because she was careless! ugh! watched imagine that too. real comedian show. i don't know what is going on with me these days. really stressed up. i want to release stress but i don't know what to do. what else can i do. i'm just stucked up here. =X
Friday, 4 September 2009
suddenly
suddenly i thought of this. question and then answer. ask yourself these questions and why?
If you could be ... , what would you be? and why?
1> an electrical device?
A rice cooker. because i want to keep my friends full.
2> a phone? or a iPod ?
phone. so that i could keep my friends connected.
3> an abstract?
happiness. i would like to fill my friend's life with happiness so that there's no sadness.
4> a natural phenomenon? (sun, moon, etc. etc.)
a star so that i could make them happy when they are down.
5> an internet program? (facebook, twitter, friendster and so on.)
facebook because it keeps them in touch and makes them happy.
i just did this out of boredom and i don't know why am i posting it here. dope-ness. =X
tomorrow's exam and i am doing some bullshit crap here. =.=
If you could be ... , what would you be? and why?
1> an electrical device?
A rice cooker. because i want to keep my friends full.
2> a phone? or a iPod ?
phone. so that i could keep my friends connected.
3> an abstract?
happiness. i would like to fill my friend's life with happiness so that there's no sadness.
4> a natural phenomenon? (sun, moon, etc. etc.)
a star so that i could make them happy when they are down.
5> an internet program? (facebook, twitter, friendster and so on.)
facebook because it keeps them in touch and makes them happy.
i just did this out of boredom and i don't know why am i posting it here. dope-ness. =X
tomorrow's exam and i am doing some bullshit crap here. =.=
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