i have a few thoughts today. don't know why they just came to me. there are some things were meant to be this way. the more we try to mend it, the worst it gets. true isn't it? sometimes i just sit down quietly to think what have i did lately. what had happened and so. as i sat quietly. the past just came back to me. where we sat down and laughed silly-ly together, we cried for nothing and also for friendship or things, we pranked on someone, we played april fools on each other, saying things to scare others. but now these things will never happen again. they will just remain as memories. yet bitter sweet memories. its really nice sitting down to think back those memories and smile or laughed by myself and and my mom will ask me, are u crazy? laughing by urself there. its silly but it is nice at the same time. here are a few tings on my head. er.
1. i still remember receiving presents from you. still kept in my room. lol. those were the days. haha. its funny to think back about the past. how silly i've been. yeah right. silly but i am willing. blah blah. now we both are in separate ways. i guess that's the end of everything. not talking, not chatting, no seeing each other anymore. thanks for everything, though. =)
2. and you. you were the one who always listen to all my grunts and so. i really thank you sincerely. you are a trustworthy person. i mean seriously. that's my opinion. i dont know about others. thanks for the gift u gave me last year. it was really sweet to receive some thing like that. i mean it. honestly. anyway. i just wan to apologize if i have done something bad to you. i might have did it in purpose or might not. sorry and thanks. =/
3. as for you. u went very far away when we dont even have a change to know each other more. =.= don't know about you but u r a very noisy ass! yet sporting and spontaneous. lol. loud. daring. perhaps no. lol. u commit to things too easily. =P i will remember u for sure. the rest of my life. u also hear me out when i'm down. thanks a lot. but i know some times i might be off the wall , so, i wanna apologize too. sorry . =)
4. you you you! yes. you are the one who always get bullied. heheh! its really weird that you dont get angry. =X sometimes you just too weak i think. people shoot you, u sure hang eh. or not u say till nth to say liao. guess you know who you are :P thanks for fetching me around wei. really dont know how to thank you. thanks a million. :P hope this friendship will last though. :S
5. you. another one. control your feelings la. dont let them to control you. dont always listen to the voices beneath you. but also the common sense you have! remember. its either now or never. do it. you really have to turn over a new leaf. leave the past, venture for the future, explore new things. remember ! you also always fetched us around. especially when you have ditched that ass. =D happy to hear that. ^^
6. you. is a. . a, very weird person. somehow i dont understand you also. sometimes. dont even know what are u thinking. btw, i'm starting to lose in touch with you. think this will end alot of things. what can i do. i know, this day will come. not just to you but to me too. but i jz didnt know if came so quickly and it took everything so fast! =(
7. you is a very very big spender! i dont know how ur mom wanna support u wei. no offence la. aiyoyo. every1 knows it. :P things also starting to change nowadays. hmmm. i still remember your face when you get angry. that face, its indescribable. real hot and red face. its like eaeting pepper and Tabascos and garlic and onion, then you see smokes coming out from head and ears. lol. describe till over over d. but i will definitely remember that face ! =P
ok lah. thats all lah. lazy to think and type dy. sleepy adi. there are a whole lots more i wanted to say but i just cant right. there are some things that should be stay the way as it is now. thats all. good bye. no offence to those people(friends) i said. =) thousand apologies and thanks a bundle =) and also. i wan to add in, when i think of the past in high school, tears keep falling off the cliff but i couldn't let it fell just like that. and the reason? things will never always stay the same.
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