mahai you all!

mahai mahai mahai. long time no fuck liao. mcb. all you people out there! woots! sot jor. i dont really know what's going on nowadays. seriously. its a tremendous change. massive change. these days i seem to learn more lessons day by day. i used to see through things and jump in my self, as another person, to understand the situation more. but now. i just felt that i see things even more clear now. i dont know what else to say. but it just doesnt make any sense. really dishearten now. extremely. also heartache for every single thing that i saw with my own eyes. if i could choose, i choose to not to believe. its just unbelievable. hard for me 2 just accept it . so what if i'm soooo sad or isolate myself from others. no point right? no one will understand about it. no one gonna give a fucking damn about it. so what? might as well i just be selfish and care everything just bout myself. only selfish(er) can be winners. they will win at last. today is also juven's birthday, happy birthday dear~! woots. hmmm. tomorrow is sara's XD back to the point. mahai!!!!! really want to say it out loud. who can i go to when i m down? i dont trust people anymore. NOT ANYMORE!! mother fucking shit. i dont give a fucking damn. i dont fucking care anymore!!!!!!! FUCK SHIT!!!!!!!!!