sick of life.

exams are over. but i am not as happy as expected? i just dont know why.. maybe i knew i flunked my exams =( nobody knows.. nobody cares.. so lost and so alone. who knows? God knows.. mean time, i am sick of faking around with people. seriously, i just wanna be me? why cant just every1 be themselves? stop faking around. its not nice neither cool. 我的心情谁会懂 -> who would understand my feelings now? who would? even me myself also dont know how do i actually feel. =( feeling so emotional? haha. guess not. life goes on! what else could i do. nobody to hear me. no shoulder to lean on. to tissues from someone. guess i am better off a sole ranger. returning back to secondary school makes me feels better. at least i feel a little release. not that stressed. =) at least i could me. =D thats the only one thing i just realised and i like about school now. i guess. this moment, i just realised that the reason i like school is because i could be me! no need to worry of whats going come next or what mark will you leave on. cause, school smells like freedom. =) guess i could find myself there or just in my dreams.. =|