maybe

maybe i should stop thinking stuffs that are out of the box. maybe just think something that is just a small part of the box. perhaps stop complaining about everything. just live like there's no tomorrow. do everything 101%.. but i know i would be able to do dat. i am not so determined after all. but i will give it a try. i will speak lesser in here and speak everything out, outside. that's my world. it's just not me in here. i feel unhappy. but i feel secure. sad. but yet , blissful. what could this be? =S and, FML for now. i wanna screammmmmm! but nobody will wanna hear it.. because it will be very loud and hurtful. there's pain in it. the screams will be loud and straight from my heart. nobody could bare it.. even myself. why? because it's been a while since i last screamed. scream is good i feel. at least, at certain times it will release off ur tension, pressure, sad ness and, frustrations. scream the hell out of my voice, life and heart!