Thursday, 27 May 2010
o.O
o.O sometimes i do wonder is this really what i want. but the choice is not at my place. because this is all destiny and fate, that was decided by God before we even exist. i seriously do feel i should at least put some effort to make a change about this. i seriously fcuking hate it now. i mean real dope in this place. like really really dope. and i mean it. it's make me feel unease as everything is not the same. i dont know whether it's the people who changed it or it's the time that had passed by us. everything seems to be different. i would like 2 make a change. perhaps. i am considering to go kampar to pursue my degree? maybe? may not? because penang is still my favourite place, the food and the people, and not to forget, the memories! =D and kampar = ulu-ness. woots. but when there's no pain, there's no gain. without sacrificing, one may not succeed? lol. then the second reason is that i will miss lucky.. haha. i said till like i am not coming back, yes. i am coming back. but i dowana come back like so often? waste of time, energy and MONEY! it's not cheap to travel er. hmmm. but around m11, i think it's fine. =D because i am happy with them. ah. at least, something to be happy of. what a relieve. o.O hmmm. one by one coming up to me. woots. whatever! i will grow stronger ! fight! scream! sacrifice! WOOO!
Wednesday, 19 May 2010
why?
why? is it really that hard to find someone to talk to? someone who understands your situation like how i understand the situations of the people around me? it feels like impossible. these days i have a feeling that there's a distance between me and a number of people.. i dont know whether it's just me or it's reality. sigh. tired. tired. and.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WONG EE WEI! WOOTS!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WONG EE WEI! WOOTS!
Sunday, 16 May 2010
btw, credits to CY
lol. thanks cy for sending me that song. lol.
need you now.
dont know should thank you or wat. -.-
make me emo nia.
hmmm. past is past huh? dont know it's sad or happy to see things in my room. some are just pain in the ass and at the same time it's the precious memories of mine. it cannot be valued =) it will just remind me again and again and again. it's quarter after one and i should be sleeping now. lol. 7 have 2 wake d =(
btw, to -who-you-know-who- u sendiri tau la. LOL. i am not angry dy ler. it's just that i couldnt believe you would do such a thing. i tot we understand each other, since we were friends for quite a long time. and i never expect it would turn out like this. =) anyway, let's forget it =) take care!
need you now.
dont know should thank you or wat. -.-
make me emo nia.
hmmm. past is past huh? dont know it's sad or happy to see things in my room. some are just pain in the ass and at the same time it's the precious memories of mine. it cannot be valued =) it will just remind me again and again and again. it's quarter after one and i should be sleeping now. lol. 7 have 2 wake d =(
btw, to -who-you-know-who- u sendiri tau la. LOL. i am not angry dy ler. it's just that i couldnt believe you would do such a thing. i tot we understand each other, since we were friends for quite a long time. and i never expect it would turn out like this. =) anyway, let's forget it =) take care!
unfair?
this world is just so unfair. people who were deserved to be punished , they did not. but i believe in karma i guess. poor thing for my dear friend here. =( hope she will cheer up and get over it so soon. take care and good luck =) long time since i last blogged. lol. got so much in my mind but i just dont have the time to spit it out here. sigh. so much to do, but i m not sure whether i'm lazy or i'm just avoiding the facts. =| i miss those days .. those carefree days.. those days where you argue with your friends and u feel silly on the next day. the days were you eat breakfast together. the days you went to lunch in lg together without fail. the days you stayed back to have fun with them. those were the golden days where no other days that will replace it, i guess. perhaps letting go stuff will make me feel better but i dont seem like i am able to let go all these stuff. it's just so strong and memorable that it keep repeat in my mind. there are so much i wanna do but i am not quite am i able to do it. i am tired exhausted and i need time to relax off a little. i hope you little bug dont give us headaches for the coming days! sigh. GOOD LUCK FOR SEM 3! =)
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