#301

Again, I don't know I am being sensitive or over sensitive or sense things too well. Everything happened today went to the opposing side. You know what? It sucked. Totally. I just hate it when things goes this way. Well, things are not under my control. So, why bother since I could not change a single thing about it? But you know what? If I don't care, then that's not me. I ain't carefree. I am rather busy body.. The character of mine. Somehow it's good at times and bad at times. I care too much. And things I should care more, I didn't put in more effort. Damn. And talking about today. Everything totally knock me down. First the financial management thingy. Then now another msn thingy. I'm really tired of pretending. I am sick of not telling the truth. I think I should spend more time alone. At least it gives me space to think and breath. As well as taking a good look of what I have done today. The consequences. Is it good or bad? Learn from the mistakes huh?