Day 2 : 25/4/09

as i din write every of my journey in the paper. just partly n partly as i remember eh nia soo not t hat complete bah.. today the tour guide told us about HK. i tink we took a ship at 9 to hk.. then in the bus he started 2 tell us bout hk.. actually kowloon city is like a separated island from hk.. the tour guide also brought us 2 the "turtle" of HK. the structure of the building is like a turtle mia. there are also a flower there made of pure gold. costed KHD30000000 (i think so. hard 2 understand , as i dun really know mandarin. dangg. BUT my mandarin did improved!) then the uncle also sayy about a RICH guy. the richest in HK... named Lee Jia Chen (or smth. idk how 2 spell?) that his son had been kidnapped by a guy I THINK zhang zhi han.. and wanted 2 ask 28.1 billion of lee jia chen's property as an exchange for his son. that triad head even speak 2 lee jia chen face 2 face about the deal. at last he wanted half that is 14billion (smth like that) and the son was safe at last. when the were talk bout the deal, the triad head was armed with bombs on him and his 2 buddies. just in case that lee jia zhen had already called the police. this is the biggest kipnap ever. i think. after that no long.. another month the same triad again kidnaped another property agent sing hong chi (smth like that) thats all i wrote. zz. later we went to the repulse bay there. we saw the structure of the island was like a dragon. that is why only rich people can afford 2 stay there. lol. there were tales about the place there. last time people who swim at there will just die off for no reasons. until the temple there was built. the "ma cho" temple. isn't it incredible? i do believe in gods and these tales. it is admirable .. as for me la. there were also "cai shen yea" - wealth , "tor chai fatt" - getting children. xP and so so. there were 2 statue there where we could fling coins in with our wish. i did throw.. for the 1st higher structure it was easier .. and as for the "mi le pu sha" - happy god / smiling god .. was hard.. because the hold were small. superb. lol. then later we going 2 tai ping shan (victoria peak) the famous place for the night view. it was magnificent. though it wasnt late dark night. but it was great. at there, there's the wax place called madame tussauds. i watched and admired all the art there but 2 bad. not enuf time 2 slowly admire and watch them longer. there were andy lau, jay chou, arron kwok, miriam yeung, twins, joey yung, and so so la. too much 2 list. xD pictures will b posted in facebook. xD i wanted 2 get souvenirs for my frens there but due to the limited time .. we had 2 leave already. there was a wax and i wanted 2 get for my fren but. sigh. nevermind. i will go and get for sure. the next time i go. =) oh ya! the scary house! where u scream and all! it was really scary ler. but of course la. the actors there were real. we cannot hit them,touch them. lol. some of us even scare them back. haha. not bad la actually. at victoria peak there u can see the whole HK. really a nice place. will be back here too the next time i come. it's 6.25pm now. going for dinner. =) everytime i m on the bus, i feel that all the HK drivers are pro. no bumps nor scratches on t he car. just shine to you. better than here anyway. btw, why i said t hey are pro because they are really pro. no larh. because.. you see. the road are small due 2 the limited spaces. but they managed 2 get through no matter WHAT. how pack. example at the victoria peak there, two busses can go through. lol. as for me. wouldnt even dare. lol. 2days.. only now i have heard a honk there. lol. this means they dun just simply use honk. as for dinner.. we had seafood at Lei Yun Mun. after dinner we all gathered round 2 see the seafood stalls next door that sell alot of kind of seafood there. got King Crab , Lobster and stuff. because our group gathered there bigger and bigger... we was shouted buy the man there .. he said : OI. Chao Hoi" LoL. later we went 2 "xing guang da tao" where alot of artists put their hand prints there. lol. jackie chan, bruce lee and stuff. then we rushed back 2 the hotel called gold coast city hotel. btw yesterday was regency hotel. then my mom called my relative at hk there. thought of meeting up ma. but didnt managed. as they had alrdy fallen asleep. too bad. thats all for today..
seems like i wrote everything there. HAHA.
will continue tomorrow. tired dy. 1.21 dy.

Day 1 : 24/4/09

we left airport at around 3+ or something.. took a few photos .. then reached macau at i think 7 or something.. then we had dinner there. the food was teruk. 10 dishes but only 1 tasted OKAY. the fried egg. XD later we went 2 look around in the casinos. 1st casino idk was wat. then er. lost HKD100 there. mom didnt wanna play as the minimum betting was big wert. some more my mom not a kiau kui like me. haha. then er. later on we walk with another pair. had a guai ling gou. and liang cha. xD then wondered a while to another casino. actually win d eh manatau dowana stop become lose khi. YOH. kek sim. or else got extra 240KHD go buy things d. ISH. then we got back hotel and slept. was late. around one something in the morning already and we need 2 wake at 6.30. zzz. rushing.

-The End-

btw, photos will b uploaded in facebook.
as its hard 2 upload here.
mayb. just a few. xD

1/5/09

yesterday hc just got her white viva. xD she fetched us round 2 batu maung and stuff. it was quite dangerous as her cornering.. u know la. then er nothing much la. today had dinner also ronda with hc's car a while. lol~ afternoon yy n wew came. had lunch. thought 2 red box.. manatau .. ended up no room for us. SAD! then left there got home .yy waited my bro came home and started talking about irc and me n wew watched a movie. interesting with all the tragics there. =) hmm then nothing much la. i will start writing my journey at hk now.. ahh.. it take times.

leaving penang.. just for five days.. haha

anyway.. i leaving penang for five days.. will be back on tuesday then.. hmmm.. so much i wanna say but so much i cant say it here. i am not really that excited anyway. =.= ahhh. so much i gonna miss perhaps? sometimes i feel that i'm so isolated from my friends. i just don't know why. i just had the feelings. =) nothing much i could do about it right? i doubt actually am i good enough to be a friends with u guys. seriously. i only feel my absence. its really bugging me these days. who would understand me? please do tell me what should i do? what if tomorrow never comes? is there always too late for things? to turn back things to the right angle? for me, this words - It's never too late - said by 1 friend of mine which had leave me a very deep moment inside my heart.. three years had passed and yet the words still humming on my ears. so much to think of. everytime i start to think back those days.. the more i miss.. i'm stuck here. am i really doing the right thing? forget it. i don't even know what i'm saying now. i'm disappointed and upset. in short. =) should i really continue blogging ? nothing much 2 say though. just repeating my upset-ness theese days.. sigh~

maneater. 11.11PM. 19.4.09

xD i'm listening 2 maneater now. err. where to start ? nowadays i keep on argueing with my mom. its terrible talking to her . hmmm. lost sense of communication. is it every thing i said is wrong? there's no point i talking to ANYONE THEN. ahhh. i leaving soon. but i dont feel anything. i'm not happy nor excited. instead. i felt sad. isn't it strange ? home is not home anymore. doesn't feel like home anymore. where's home? somebody tell me?

15/04/08

i dont know what to say.. brenda's is right but i also got a point right? having a dog makes u happy. then of course when it leaves u .. everyone knows right. but after sooo long u have a dog.. suddenly there's none in ur house. don't u feel empty and bored? its like ur house is missing something. but when it leaves u .. then u'r sad... ahhh. so i've decided .. let the god decides it. watever comes .. watever goes. =) hmmm. today i went 2 the temple 2 feed fish again and then this time i went opposite 2 pray. er. i took the draw.. it says something bout no rushing wealth lo. like planting trees. will fruit later on. haha. somehow true! xD i believe in god.. do u? =D er then i went school 2 see badminton open and also go see my frens there la. got bored at home =X then aer. nothing much 2 do mer. so much 2 think these days. so frustrated. who knows? even i duno why do i have this worries and such fear in myself. it seeems like a flash of light. just like S.O.S. haha. maybe i need help. lol. nothing much these days. kept myself into a dead black box.. will never find an exit. sigh.

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today.. very sad. the day doesnt feel right. everything seems to go to the opposition. =( dont wanna say much . none will understand. even myself also dont even know what i'm tinking... so much to tink of. no sense of direction. sad. btw, today ate 32plates of sushis nia. so lil. =X last was 38. according 2 my bro la. haha. ahh. i dowana say much. my tears are going 2 burst. =[

hungry..

today woke up and was suprised that dad had already boiled the water. lol. then i bla bla bla. then went for work. was sick of them. the A,S,S,Z the assz. those sicklings. AnS is like 2 knifes. S is like another machine gun. Z is just another annoying mp5. all come can die. oh yea. really resign d. lema. today got 1 underage. damn confirm d eh. pukimak. my fault again. gsc u all keong kan la. make me say bad words nia. really bo akai eh k u all. sometimes no common sense at all. ugh. esp the S. anyway. then i took my pay d. was less. but expected. xD then er. tired la. went 2 mavis's house just now. brought lucky there. she was scared of lulubelle. =.= the crazy dog. bite my hand. grrr! then aer. like that la. i got alot 2 write. wanted to! but i am really tired and forgotten everything i wanted 2 write. >.<

LIFE'S NOT FAIR.

today is so not fair. woke up. did all the stuff in the house then i left at 7.30 to take my breakfast at the kopitiam near cpt there. hmmm. the wan tan mee. XD then went for the sports day as usual. okay la everything. anyway, blue got 2nd for cheerleading and 3rd for overall. =/ last year 2nd neh. can next year get better? =D i wont go adi any events next year. i think so? mayb just the volleyball? hmm. tink so. then er got scolded from ms yeoh because of buying drinks for them =.= sien .. and then er.. like that la. went for work. another boring day there.today er. pohlynn dropped her TICKET and her RM THIRTY ! Sweat. such a careless mistake u noe. lol. then later on found her ticket. and i called her. told her that the ticket is with me, cuz the customer found and gave it back to me. then i tel her la. then later the customer come again and ask whether the ticket got ppl take boh. i say got. my fren lai eh. then lost rm30. then OMG . guess wat? the ppl go give us back the rm30 u noe. where got so kind wan! my god. this is a kinde(EST) deed ever. for you right. will you? xP you know yourself la. XD then aer later finish work at 10.30 like that. rushhhed home, thinking lucky was so hungry that no one cook for her manatau my dad cook for her. MY GOD ? i live at seventeen years++++ never eat before aer. LOL. hmmm. then aer. ok la. my dad even bring her for a walk already. seriously kam dong. xD life's really not fair. OT i do. close shift also give me the latest. use ppl u all gao la. treat ppl never see u all treat better. lema i also is a human u noe? not a slave. u guys also just a b.o. staff there la. come on. dont try 2 show ur face 2 me la. ugh. she never come work, she punch out or watever she go toilet 2hours also no people care. kanasai la u all. go die better. stupid management. go fight with people. kenot talk properly isit ? no brain a? go die la!

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ah! its raining now on friday night. raining heavily.. thinking have my mom reached KL already? lonely in the home. with lucky. afraid of the rain and thunder ? I'm afraid of raining heavily. and also the sound of the WIND. not so much towards the thunder already. everytime the wind sound gives me some bad feeling.. =( ahhh. rained stopped. i was away.. feeding my dog. she was so scared.. she was shaking like a ahem. then she was so scared la. then i was hugging her soooo long till i need 2 go to the toilet . then i feed her. err. i wanted 2 say bout gsc today. i skipped work. i told them i cant come on the morning . so they call me 2 go and sleep and go at 6. then i say i nid rest. then they call me giv t hem MC ? wtf la. then i say my sickness is need rest wan. no nid see doctor eh. period pain see doctor also eat panadol wat. stupid a. the fact is the period pain was last night.. not today. HAHA. then okay. i was angry. that mahen say kenot go then u all ok. lame la u all. i'm so gonna resign on sunday. its my last day. after i take pay i m not going d tml. =D reasons i gave was i need 2 prepare my studies. yes thats indeed 1. then others was.. there were no cooperation there. those bloody assholes show their faces 2 me. think i newbie ? i work b4 u even worked there la. son of a bitch. want ppl 2 do over time also no extra pay. lame eh K. zzz. sumore have 2 see u guys eh face. i've seen enuf. every1 except thomas lawrence, cik hidayah and zubaidah. the rest like sucker. ugh. then... er.. 1st day like every1 friendly. the next day like all bo kam kuan . ugh. monday i'm going 2 giv a call that i'll resign on the monday onwards. i'm sure i will never work there again =) seriously. short we pay, excess NOT we take. wtf? ugh i'm sick of this la. futhermore i'm leaving penang on the 24th. then i need 2 do my tarc stuff right. so i'm leaving. and then. thats all la. there were more i wanted 2 write. but i dun feel like writing now. but 2 say that in short .. missing some one is hard. right? ahh. couldnt stop thinking about last night. wait i nid 2 say it. some other days. =) i wanna sleep dy. tomorrow going the sports day1 GO BLUE! XD

unhappy. =/

i am working unhappily in gsc.. living unhappily in my house.. its total misery now. lema kanasai eh. tell me. so tell me what to do? i cant stand it anymore. cant get it out of my head. its tiring nowdays. i'm really tired. mayb i suld get a break.. go get some rest.

7/4/09

today din sleep well. thanks 2 my brother. he's snore and the sleep TALKING caused me nightmare. then never mind. sleep wake sleep wake. susah lo. headache nia. then i woke at 8smth. ZZZ. then er. i play games a while then later watever la go work. then was sien there. getting more boring everyday. though its just 4days i work there but the days seems 2 b long like 4weeks! i think i'm quitting this sunday. seriously i wan a break. sumore 20smth i might b going hk d. xD then oh ya! today i took out my ear hole. 31 sticks inside it. XD its freaking large. i had a cotton stick inside it. i din put the pic la. haha. geli ma. haha. then er. i went 2 wew's place. we were talking about somebody admiring somebody. =) she knows who. that somebody always call another somebody. so somebody1 admires somebody2.. thats wat on our mind. XD i hope the somebody2 read this.. HAHA. i m going 2 leave gsc soon. =) i think?

off day ..

today is my off day so i went out with wew,sara,bird n hc. xD we watched fast n furious.. damn yeng sia the movie. LOL. hope there's a part five. xD and then we went sea wind.. then was scolded because bird brought her own food. lol. the donuts. ish. then we left and went 2 find cy. then we went for western food. then left and went 2 the dobi and asked the ppl 2 wash my blanky. xD then went 2 song river 2 catch up wit my mom n my relatives from medan XD. they are here for a few days. T_T i have 2 sleep with my brother? fu*k. he's sleeping on the floor. i dont care. grr. then. i went home on9. was talking 2 brenda bout the metabolism thinggy. LOL. HAHA. i've found out eating more maintains ur body. lol. according 2 this web ... http://www.keywordfocusedcontentpages.com/metabolism.html then. now i thought back i remembered that day i think it was saturday .. a customer was choosing her place then she changed again. then she said she was fussy. then i said nevermind, its ok and i smiled back 2 her.. and she replied me your smile had made our day. i feel so appreciated. my customer service is appreciated. i'm so happy. with her words.. i have more confidences with my temporary job now. ahhh. such a relief. ahh i remember just now in the car i was thinking about this, my resolution, the things i wan 2 see in myself, before the age of thirty-five, i wan 2 own a nice car and a nice house. for that i will work myself out. i want everything earned with my hard work. 2 me its a-must-to-achieve goal. from today onwards i will work it out. =) in order for my success i have 2 sacrifice. =) but will i turn over a new leaf? that's a big question...

april fourth.

today i started my work at 2 till 10 actually but i finished at 1++. damn. i was so frustrated that there were so many people there. grrr. all the screens are full house. four screens on fast n furious and all full. 1 big n 3 small hall. then another shinjuku incident also full house 2 screens. 1 premier left 2nd row from the screen and 1 more big hall all full. lol. and today my total sales is rm109xx i forgotten the last 2 digits. my god. its like 10k ? -.- last time highest also 4k and max is like 6k. my god. oh my gosh? <- my colleague's favourite three words. =.= okay then now sunday i've got a morning shift. fag. not enuf time 2 rest also. lol. i think i the one who cari susah. but i dont know what else could i do if i dont work there. sit and home and wait for may? like wew? kinda hard 4 me to pass the time like this.. got to go work now. ..

1st day of work in GSC.

yesterday was my trainin in gsc. =.= 7 hours sia. crap. there were two tb(s) in B.O. .. hmmm. yesterday there was alot to talk to.. but today got nothing to talk at all. sweat... tiring sia. today got 2 ah mo came. damn entao sia. ahahahaha. thats all. tis few days i'm lazy 2 on9 n blog d . lol
fuck today. had my dinner at the fatty loh chicken rice there eh western food. then came home. and wtf? wen i got up 2 my room, there was a freaking cockroach there? WTF? my room? COCKROACH? DAMN. i don store any food there or anything there. and upstairs seldom have cockroaches. no no no. RARELY. and its impossible. and its unlucky for that fucker. 2 come into my room. i hate cockroaches. DAMN IT. damn u filthy cockroach. then i asked my mom 2 come n clear it. manatau went under my cupboard. ok fuck. then she took out the drawer, 1 by 1.. and there's NONE ? came 2 the last one and she din put on the floor. this time she put on the bed then she searched the cupboard then got nth... untill she search my drawer. FU*K LO. MAJIBAI. ON MY BED. FU*K FU-K FU*K AND FU*K IT. then it ran a while in my room. oh yea. wen its on my bed and i saw it i flew lk hell. i bang the door. then... it was under my workdesk .. . . . . . . then the my mom hitted it with the broom. and then done. it didn't die. still in my dustbin. =.= and u can see the hands n legs moving gok. DAMN IT. i keep on spray 2 the dustbin now.. UGH. costed me SO much mess. i took out all my bed sheet and cover n all. going for a wash AGAIN. it was just washed YESTERDAY!! UGH!! then thats all. i think. i'm so tired now. oh yea. i "hand-wiped" my floor all over my room. damn damn damn. sorry for the bulgars. sigh. i just cant control myself with cockroaches. they are bitches. i cried like hell man.

april fool.

damn. today woke up at 9 like that go do passport. then er. the photo was a crap piece of shit. i look like a vampire. with the eyes big big and then i didnt smile. lol. looks fierce. HAHA. after that went air itam all... eat laksa there. wasn't that nice anyway.. still gurney eh hawker the best. XD i'm a laksa hunter. XD then er.. went 2 Toby Pet Shop. my god there's a dog is so damn cute. the head is browinsh white wan. then the back there is black n white eh. its like so nice. i wanted it so much. =( not getting any in anytime. =X sadly. grrr. then went 2 take passport la.. went home la n so so. today i drove around. from morning till the air itam there. XD then i gotten lazy so i ask my mom go drive. cuz my eyes are closing. ahah. its fun anyway. but i dont like it. becuz its not a S size car. its a M sized. haha. XP then.. today.. thought back the past. hmmm. forget it. it will never happen again. =) get rid with it and live with it.