15/04/08

i dont know what to say.. brenda's is right but i also got a point right? having a dog makes u happy. then of course when it leaves u .. everyone knows right. but after sooo long u have a dog.. suddenly there's none in ur house. don't u feel empty and bored? its like ur house is missing something. but when it leaves u .. then u'r sad... ahhh. so i've decided .. let the god decides it. watever comes .. watever goes. =) hmmm. today i went 2 the temple 2 feed fish again and then this time i went opposite 2 pray. er. i took the draw.. it says something bout no rushing wealth lo. like planting trees. will fruit later on. haha. somehow true! xD i believe in god.. do u? =D er then i went school 2 see badminton open and also go see my frens there la. got bored at home =X then aer. nothing much 2 do mer. so much 2 think these days. so frustrated. who knows? even i duno why do i have this worries and such fear in myself. it seeems like a flash of light. just like S.O.S. haha. maybe i need help. lol. nothing much these days. kept myself into a dead black box.. will never find an exit. sigh.