leaving penang.. just for five days.. haha

anyway.. i leaving penang for five days.. will be back on tuesday then.. hmmm.. so much i wanna say but so much i cant say it here. i am not really that excited anyway. =.= ahhh. so much i gonna miss perhaps? sometimes i feel that i'm so isolated from my friends. i just don't know why. i just had the feelings. =) nothing much i could do about it right? i doubt actually am i good enough to be a friends with u guys. seriously. i only feel my absence. its really bugging me these days. who would understand me? please do tell me what should i do? what if tomorrow never comes? is there always too late for things? to turn back things to the right angle? for me, this words - It's never too late - said by 1 friend of mine which had leave me a very deep moment inside my heart.. three years had passed and yet the words still humming on my ears. so much to think of. everytime i start to think back those days.. the more i miss.. i'm stuck here. am i really doing the right thing? forget it. i don't even know what i'm saying now. i'm disappointed and upset. in short. =) should i really continue blogging ? nothing much 2 say though. just repeating my upset-ness theese days.. sigh~