voices of me

confused? really confused. where am i heading to? or rather i have lost my ways. direction-less. seems like everything in sight is just another illusion. in a path that is separated into two where you have to make a choice and u couldn't make one as both is just too close to be compared and yet too far to see the conclusion. life's a circle. when u start something, that's the starting point and when you reach the finishing line, it goes back to the starting point. it's never easy to go on life without any problems. as human grows older, they get more complicated. things were as simple as ABC but they never think it that way. they just think the other way round. and they will probably never find the solution. what is life really about? you were born and then you lived and then u get old and die? is that all? i wouldn't want to make my funeral as the most memorable day of my life. who would want it that way anyway. get cha' head in the game? but now my mind and my head are separated. they are combined. they are separated. distractions. what's the only thing distracting me from focusing in my studies? what is more important than studies now? only knowledge will bring me further. and only knowledge will broaden my mind, my sense and last but not least, will lead me to somewhere i belong. knowledge is half of the key to success and the other half is ... the effort u put in. success doesn't come right in front of you. just like volleyball. the ball will never land directly in front of you. you have to run to get it. if you implies this into life, you will have to sacrifice or work on to be success. when you are success, fame, glory, gold and maybe, if you're lucky, you would find love as well. i don't really know why am i writing this. but it just passed through my mind. both knowledge and effort are needed. both are equally important. alright. that's all for now. all out of my head. am i'm heading for hubungan etnik.