today???

today is like a day where i felt very guilty to myself.. for not doing my work properly. it's like i'm slacking for more than a month and seriously, this one month plus, i dont think i really learnt anything in tarC. hmmm. feeling such a failure. as u can see, the scholarship holders there are like working there and i'm like a super slacker there.. just do nothing but copy answer. wat the fcuk man. sad. wew is working very hard these days. thinks she's very pia mann. haha. whichever. :/ it's really confusing. i've lost my interest in studying.. the hopelessness is coming back again. ahhh. no determination , no objectives , no goals , nothing to push me . sad.