#359

its week 12 already, the coming week. =( i can only see you for another three weeks. =( i dont get to hear u to teach me dy. =( sigh. guess thats why i should let go now. =) shouldnt had that feeling at the beginning. shouldnt have at all! but who am i to decide when to fall in love with? you dont plan to fall, you just fall in love. if you planned, then thats not love. idk i love you because of your beauty and sincere and kind heart. but i really like you. just want to stay by ur side and see you fall asleep. gives u a good massage when u're tired. gives u a hug when u feel frustrated. gives u all my love and make you feel happy. although i will not and cannot give u the true happiness. whatever. sk just dream on. u know this will lead u no where. =S but i really like you. idk like or love, but somehow, i miss you so much. i wanna pinch you too. =P whatever. i should just let it go. and if u ask me to do things, i would do. if u ask me to stop doing smth, i would too. because, u said. but of course, there must be some exceptions. :P anyway, i miss you. i really really really do m.i.s.s you very much! miss!! lao shi! :p <3