crap!

yes i crap a lot.lol. time to crap lesser. XD and do more. =) life's short. as said by Wayne Lai, in life, how many 10 years do we have? LOL. wth. nonsense. yes. i'm crapping again. whatever lah. blow it. i have done whatever that i felt it's right. i have no doubt about it and i am not gonna regret for it because i knew i did the right thing. =) but whatever it outcome is, i am gonna leave that thing behind it. these wounds wont heal and it will leave a scar there, as a mark. there are already one. blah. blueblue on monday and orangee on wed. tired much. assignments due dates are worst. =S blahh. so packed. so much to do with so little time. nowadays i feel like, it's better to sit down alone quietly, without anyone questioning you stuff, so that you could think through things. blah. crap. ok la. dont even know what i am talking again. where's my formal blog posts? i could even blog properly like i used to. =( i am starting to talk more and more mandarin. =S i love english. i seriously do. i miss speaking it. =( where are you, sk? woo. today i felt that i am a little more relieved. what is done , is done. just shut up and move on! well. there's something i am pretty sure now. things wouldn't be the same as last time. because there a little something added on to it. =) but i do hope time will brush it off. i've learnt a lesson from this. i have to be more selfish =D but that's not the particular me. hah! i ain't selfish. and nothing can change it! weee* perhaps i should just keep myself busy with the week and ignore everything else =D more to come, behold sk! currently, listening to Leona Lewis's Happy. one good song. i just wanna be happy! watched this life passed by. but so what if it hurts me? i just wanna be happy! i gotta find my place. yeah. someday, i'll find my place. =) just me!