Monday, 19 July 2010

finally i fell sick?

crap shit la. no. i hate sick. please go away. argh. make me kenot go red box with wew they all. o.O kaosainess. but it's been quite sometime i din fell sick. thank god for that. i hate being sick. makes me feel even lifeless. i tend to be even lazier than ever and i will just lay down on my couch and bed whenever i can. o.O yesterday was odyssey night. it was okay gua .. then i went to find mingyen they all. but there was something else in my head. but seriously. i dun have the courage to face it now. so down down down. inside out i am all done. all done. i'm weak. yes. i am. i must learn to be more stronger =) sk, dont be a weakling anymore! oh yea. btw. think i couldn't go for the blood donation again. crap la. two years also din get to donate o.O next year? or donate outside. o.O better save my blood for blood test first. Lol. and also o.O ...... roars! continues to write again* it's weird this time that i still have the mood to fb and blog even though i'm sick. o.o maybe it's a break too. the phlegm in my throat doesnt go away. the pain in my head is not fading. the ache in my heart is still there. but. i am not hungry! ain't that weird? nothing went into my stomach since er 6something last night. and that's unusual. o.O watever it is. i had a freaken dream when i was sleeping just now. another heartbreaking dream. why? why must this things haunt me even in my dreams? i am starting to feel that i am smaller and getting smaller. i feel i'm so weak. so small, so weak, so undecided.. and.. so lost. lol. i hate this part right here! chun nia this song. =S i can't take this anymore! help!

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