#382

Sigh. I wan u to come n pat me to sleep.. whisper good night to my ears.. hugging u so tightly.. but hey, thats not gonna happen. So stop imagining urself n ss ing!!
Anyway, whats really major to me now is tax! Fcuk yea!
U r such a pain in the ass!
Fuh. How to face u?
If i dont start working my ass up i am going to suffer n die!
Fcuk ya!

#381

o.O oh my god? am teh ness! 1029 opened as first prize at magnum. whut ta fook? i mentioned this number quite a number of times this few days but i dont even bothered to remember it and buy it. wtf wei. cibainess. ugh. how could i forget?!

#380

Omg? Whether its just passing by or not... or its love or lust... omg. I stayed up till 4.45am now.. almost 5am just to reply her texts . Wtf am i doing? Omg wei. Shit d la. Gonna burn my hands soon. Wakey wakey sk! =X

#379

woohoo. yu hoo. its 17/12/2011 now. omg. its coming to year end already! =O time flies dont they? as time passes by, people changed as well. blah blah blah. lalala. quite long since i last crapped here. well. what are you thinking sk?

#378

Omo omo omo!! Wow! What a day! Woke up cuz of the terriblr drilling sounds. Ugh. AnywayS. I got a headache after that. Kinda terrible. Worst was. I went out ltr to buy dinner and then my purse lost!! Thrn i found it back at the police station. I could only thank the Buddha n the person who found it!!! Thanks so much!! Idk what else to say just domo domo domo domo kamsahamida!! Hwaiting!

#377

what else to say. =) i miss you. ahhhhhhhhhh! i wanna see you!

#376

what can i say. i just miss you. wanna hold you tightly and never let u go. =)

#375

24/10/2011 a day to remember all the pain. I didnt regret much doing it. Just regret i said wrongly, should have said accidently. Dumb sk. I just want u all to ignore me. Fuck it.

#374

I dont giv a fuck about it. I wanna go so badly. But it seems like no one and nothing is supporting me to go. Ohmygod. I need help. From buddha. Idk whats going on with me now. I just hope i sleep now and i will never wake agn. Idk. My heart aches so much that i could really feel the pain. Heart crashing . Crushed. Smashed. Dead. Not alive. And the tears from my eyes just couldnt really stop. Damn. I feel like cutting myself now. a scar to remember how much pain i feel now. Oh my buddha. I could barely move my legs also. Sigh

#373

Omg. Emotional? Mood swing? Happy five minutes then kena tembak one minute. Straight low morale ki. Yea lA. Made decisions recklessly? No i did not. I did it bcuz i want to. =( haih
Omg. Why?

#372

I dont know whats going on with me! =O i felt so frustrated and so annoyed! Especially when there's someone who irritates me! Argh! Annoying people. Why dont u ppl jz grow up? And now i am in my room, feeling lk crying. Idk why. But thats jz how i feel now. Probably this os what happen when u miss someone too much. U get mad so easily? Idk. Omg. I feel so annoyed now. But at the same time, i miss you, so much. just wanna see u, even if its just a glance. Idk whether this is love or lust but, i am sure i wanna see u smile =) be there when u need ears, shoulders or even be ur punching bag. I am willing to do anything for u i guess. Imishyou~ saranghaeyo. =)

#371

Ahhhhhhhh. I am in love. I want you! Yes you! Argh. U're so adorable. >.< i just wanna hold u tight n nvr let u gooooooo! I am under ur spell. I wil rmb the stuff u said last night. =) saranghae~

#370 =O

Oh my. I am in love. I dont know whether did u cast a spell on me or smth but i so in love with u. So stuck. U r sooooo omg. What else can i say. I just want to spend more time with u. See u. And just see u. By looking at u makes me happy,and ur smell! They are so mesmerizing. I am stuck! =O roaars. I want u but i know i will not have u, cuz u r unreachable. Ugh! Still misses u although i have just seen u ytd. Help! And u r the reason i like snsd, no no as in thr reason who made me watch snsd. Then i start feel that they r special. Just lk u! =)

#369

ahhhhhhhhhhhhh. i am going insane sooN! i miss you sooooo much! i dont even get to see you! i wanna see u sooooooooo much. and just squeeze u! argh. =\ i wanna seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee U!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#368

Guess u r stuck in my mind. Pls do take me away. =/ i miss u so much. I wanna hold u so tight till u feel all my love. =/ this is so wrong but i couldnt help it. I just want you. U r all i want now. O.o

results

Results are out today. I am happy that i can graduate. But it is upsetting because i lose to a lot of ppl
But i promise myself. I will work hard from now on. Its for me, my future and others to look up on me. Yeah i am sfraid of losing, kiasu. Sigh. I think i did not work hard enuf. At least i have the sense of regretness now. If i dont, then i should be feeling contented. Anyways. I miss you. And i want you. =O

#365

awww. i guess i just miss you. >.< wanna hold you so much! =O

anyways. the point is, i am so tired now and gotta prepare to go mois..

o.O

worst of all. i have no mood. =(

and and. i feel so empty now. holiday dont know wanna do what.

=( i dowana work with dad, but i have no choice. zzzzzzzz

#364

Guess there's nth much for me to say. I miss you. Just wanna hold u so closely, so tightly and whisper those words to your eyes. Telling how sweet are u. =) how much i adore u. I just...=O guessed i wont see u again . Dei. I miss u. I. Really do. Sigh. Today, or practically, ytd, first day of final sem finals. It was ur paper. Hopefully i get an A. I just wanna see u. =) nights dearie.

#363

damn it. i feel so fucked up now. macibai. i just wanna say everything out. CIBAIIIIIIIIIII. PUKIMAKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK. FUCK IT!
at last, i miss you, still.

#361

=S i dont know if this was love or this was lust. =O
what am i supposed to do? =O
but i really do miss you. =D
i really wanna see you in the weekend, no lar. everyday.
=D i would go all the way.
oh no.
lame.
back to serious stuff. i really dont know if this was love or lust. =S but i really do wanna see you. i miss you. i really really do. =)
and i do hope you are happy all the time. =D

#359

its week 12 already, the coming week. =( i can only see you for another three weeks. =( i dont get to hear u to teach me dy. =( sigh. guess thats why i should let go now. =) shouldnt had that feeling at the beginning. shouldnt have at all! but who am i to decide when to fall in love with? you dont plan to fall, you just fall in love. if you planned, then thats not love. idk i love you because of your beauty and sincere and kind heart. but i really like you. just want to stay by ur side and see you fall asleep. gives u a good massage when u're tired. gives u a hug when u feel frustrated. gives u all my love and make you feel happy. although i will not and cannot give u the true happiness. whatever. sk just dream on. u know this will lead u no where. =S but i really like you. idk like or love, but somehow, i miss you so much. i wanna pinch you too. =P whatever. i should just let it go. and if u ask me to do things, i would do. if u ask me to stop doing smth, i would too. because, u said. but of course, there must be some exceptions. :P anyway, i miss you. i really really really do m.i.s.s you very much! miss!! lao shi! :p <3

#358

After deleting my drafts. My posts dropped. Zzz. Kinda repeated n so watever. Now, i am asking dear buddha to please kindly bless lucky. My dog. Pls giv her the strength to go tru this. Pls buddha. Kindly heal her. I nvn c her in this situation b4 . I am afraid. I really do afraid. Its really scary even just to think of it.pls buddha. Kindly giv her a blessing. A small request by me..

#371

your replies are hard to wait. they are so slow and it's really annoying to wait your replies. ish. reply me faster! ARGH! anyway. i'm finishing my diploma very soon. one and a half months. =| idk what else to say. i'm so gonna miss them. hmmm. but idk la. old stuff dont leave, where got new stuff. i can leave everything, but i cant just leave a few thing. one, paris, two, wew, three, sue. argh. =( even sadder to think about future. whether should study advanced dip or degree. saddddddddddddddd. haih. and also, i miss her! argh. now listening to korean songs. emo a lil ad sad-ing for my lucky. please do get well soon. =) and my legs and hands!!!!!! shit those shittass mosquitoes. stop biting me will you! damn it! and i did not go bon odori this year. as well as full moon party at 69. damn. i'm good. good girl. paris's influence. i must start studying. =) for you future and personal satisfaction sk!

#370

today took the first photoshoot ever in my life. omg. i am quite satisfied! woohooO! unbelievable. received quite a few comments. =) i hope to improve better and asap. =D and i hope to photoshoot paris. HAHAHAHAHHA!

#369

Woah. What a great day! Had law test. Kinda copied. Lol? Anyway today we took class photo. woohoo! I think i am in lovee. Ugh. Missing paris badly now, just wanna held her in my arms. So much. So badly. =( argh. If that was a dream then i wouldnt wanna wake. Just sleep off. Woah. I really. Whatever. I know thats impossible. Haha. But there hope. There always will be hope for the hopers. XD anyway. Had steamboat, really great laughters n enjoyable moments back then. Then went club, was kinda awkward then things changed. Lol. Ahnie n zhening drunk! Lol.. good exprience though. And now i am sober, missing paris. Imy! I think i really miss u a lot. =( but i knoe u will never be mine ! Stop ur dream sk. Enough of bullshit. And as a closing, ily. For now. =) idk hw long will that last. But i know i will last for quite some time. <3 much. Muacks! Love u thousand times i guess. Idk what i really like about u. Hmmm. Wonders* and u seem perfect to me. Heh. But i am not even close to perfect, nt even complete. I couldnt giv u everything, but for now, have all my love.

#368 Hatyai

for two days i have been to hatyai. not so bad, but it wasn't that good as well. anyway, expected. watever it is, it's over. bus spoiled when we were on the way home. zzz. terrible. what else? idk la. no mood. now?


macibai. if i really let ppl use then i must be real dumb. anyway. i am la. i was. i will and i will always be. when could i change that? idk. damn it. hate this all. shitass. cibai.

#367

Hmmm. I am going to hatyai tmr. Hopefully i will have a enjoyable trip though. Ugh, i will be missing her, just another few weeks before end of semester. Ahhhh. So adorable. Pinch pinch! Lol. Her mom's bday tofay. Happy bday aunty! XD anyway. I spent my whole thurs studying law, till 3.30 am! Oomggg!!! Unbelievable. The energy. =O imy! Omg. Argh. Audit test sucks. To the max. Totally!

#366 stressed!

i guess i am really so stressed up now. for the past one week, i couldnt sleep well. eat well. concentrate on what i should concentrate. no appetite. =( its saddening to hear that. where was the sk i once knew? who has all the confidence and do things with courage! where are u courage? where r u faith? where r u confidence? where r u believe!? i am lost. so lost. idk what striked me till i became this. i miss the old me. now i am afraid of everything. i am afraid to lose anything. like really everything. =O i was used to not afraid of tests and finals but now i am so tensed up that i could just blow up. arghh. roars! i am a roaring goat! not a scapegoat! btw, last tuesday, i was scolded by a lecturer, hairband. becuz of smth i did not do. damn it. then mon night got lecturered by my dad, fcuk it. everyday got problem. mcb. i cant stand this anymore. i just want to chillax! get wasted. but now i am stucked on you! damn it. u r so out of my league. totally out. i could i see u from far, knowing u will never be mine. so close yet so far. but if u r happy then i am. and i hope i did not annoyed u for pass few days. becuz i am lame. i wasnt like this! again! over over! i want the old me!!!!! ughhhhhh!!!! ROARSSSSSS!!!!!

#365

ohmygawd. how could i miss you so much? you are like a helicopter patrolling around my head. damn it. seriously. this is mission impossible. =S i wanna just whisper to you but i can't. =(

#364

target is set(ed). four flats, i am coming after you. =) no matter what i have to get you, whether is for you or for myself. i will fight for this. =) i am not a lam nua person. i will make this work! like what os said. it's not about you treating us to eat but its the process of eating. LOL!

#363 LUNCH WITH PARIS

Omg omg omg. Today had lunch with paris. So damn excited. Woo hoi. We talked a lot . Like woah. Woohoo. Bout 3.30 till 4.50 anneh. Wow wow wow. Omg omg . guess i m dead. Ugh.

QUOTES!

If I had a single flower for every time I think about you, I could walk forever in my garden. ~Claudia Ghandi

I keep coming back to you in my head, but you couldn't know that, and I have no carbons. ~Adrienne Rich


To die and part is a less evil; but to part and live, there, there is the torment. ~George Lansdowne

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Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night. I miss you like hell. ~Edna St Vincent Millay


Love is missing someone whenever you're apart, but somehow feeling warm inside because you're close in heart. ~Kay Knudsen


Sometimes, when one person is missing, the whole world seems depopulated. ~Lamartine


All days are nights to see till I see thee,
And nights bright days when dreams do show thee to me.
~William Shakespeare, "Sonnet XLIII"


Can miles truly separate you from friends.... If you want to be with someone you love, aren't you already there? ~Richard Bach


How like a winter hath my absence been
From thee, the pleasure of the fleeting year!
What freezings have I felt, what dark days seen!
What old December's bareness everywhere!
~William Shakespeare, "Sonnet XCVII"


Nothing makes the earth seem so spacious as to have friends at a distance; they make the latitudes and longitudes. ~Henry David Thoreau


If I had a single flower for every time I think about you, I could walk forever in my garden. ~Claudia Ghandi


Within you I lose myself...
Without you I find myself
Wanting to be lost again.
~Author Unknown


Parting is all we know of heaven and all we need to know of hell. ~Emily Dickinson, "Parting"


Gone - flitted away,
Taken the stars from the night and the sun
From the day!
Gone, and a cloud in my heart.
~Alfred Tennyson


Absence from whom we love is worse than death, and frustrates hope severer than despair. ~William Cowper


What is the opposite of two? A lonely me, a lonely you. ~Richard Wilbur


No distance of place or lapse of time can lessen the friendship of those who are thoroughly persuaded of each other's worth. ~Robert Southey


Your absence has gone through me
Like thread through a needle
Everything I do is stitched with its color.
~W.S. Merwin, "Separation"


Thou art gone from my gaze like a beautiful dream.
And I seek thee in vain by the meadow and stream.
~George Linley


Love reckons hours for months, and days for years; and every little absence is an age. ~John Dryden


Every parting is a form of death, as every reunion is a type of heaven. ~Tryon Edwards


When I go away from you
The world beats dead
Like a slackened drum....
~Amy Lowell, "The Taxi"


Life is so short, so fast the lone hours fly,
We ought to be together, you and I.
~Henry Alford, "You and I" (Thanks, Jenn)


As contraries are known by contraries, so is the delight of presence best known by the torments of absence. ~Alcibiades


Oft in the tranquil hour of night,
When stars illume the sky,
I gaze upon each orb of light,
And wish that thou wert by.
~George Linley


Days of absence, sad and dreary,
Clothed in sorrow's dark array, -
Days of absence, I am weary;
She I love is far away.
~Jean-Jacques Rousseau


You left, and my heart is a ceaseless sermon of loneliness. ~Jaesse Tyler


In true love the smallest distance is too great, and the greatest distance can be bridged. ~Hans Nouwens


The reason it hurts so much to separate is because our souls are connected. ~Nicholas Sparks, The Notebook


What shall I do with all the days and hours
That must be counted ere I see thy face?
How shall I charm the interval that lowers
Between this time and that sweet time of grace?
~Frances Anne Kemble


I keep coming back to you in my head, but you couldn't know that, and I have no carbons. ~Adrienne Rich


I am tired, Beloved,
of chafing my heart against
the want of you;
of squeezing it into little inkdrops,
And posting it.
~Amy Lowell, "The Letter"


I dropped a tear in the ocean. The day you find it is the day I will stop missing you. ~Author Unknown


To die and part is a less evil; but to part and live, there, there is the torment. ~George Lansdowne


In the hope to meet
Shortly again, and make our absence sweet.
~Ben Jonson


The joy of meeting pays the pangs of absence; else who could bear it? ~Nicholas Rowe


Why can't we get all the people together in the world that we really like and then just stay together? I guess that wouldn't work. Someone would leave. Someone always leaves. Then we would have to say good-bye. I hate good-byes. I know what I need. I need more hellos. ~Charles M. Schulz


Where'er I roam, whatever realms to see,
My heart untravelled, fondly turns to thee;
Still to my brother turns, with ceaseless pain,
And drags at each remove a lengthening chain.
~Oliver Goldsmith, The Traveller


Missing someone gets easier every day because even though it's one day further from the last time you saw each other, it's one day closer to the next time you will. ~Author Unknown


We only part to meet again. ~John Gay


She went her unremembering way,
She went and left in me
The pang of all the partings gone,
And partings yet to be.
~Francis Thompson


One kind kiss before we part,
Drop a tear, and bid adieu;
Though we sever, my fond heart
Till we meet shall pant for you.
~Robert Dodsley


As the presence of those we love is as a double life, so absence, in its anxious longing and sense of vacancy, is as a foretaste of death. ~Anna Brownell Jameson


Ye flowers that drop, forsaken by the spring,
Ye birds that, left by summer, cease to sing,
Ye trees that fade, when Autumn heats remove,
Say, is not absence death to those who love?
~Alexander Pope


A goodbye isn't painful unless you're never going to say hello again. ~Author Unknown


Don't be dismayed by good-byes. A farewell is necessary before you can meet again. And meeting again after moments or a lifetime is certain for those who are friends. ~Richard Bach


Ever absent, ever near;
Still I see thee, still I hear;
Yet I cannot reach thee, dear!
~Francis Kazinczy


Missing you could turn from pain to pleasure, if I knew you were missing me too. ~Author Unknown


Absence diminishes little passions and increases great ones, as the wind extinguishes candles and fans a fire. ~Francois Duc de la Rochefoucauld, translated from French


The eternal quest of the individual human being is to shatter his loneliness. ~Norman Cousins


It is loneliness that makes the loudest noise. This is true of men as of dogs. ~Eric Hoffer


I think we dream so we don't have to be apart so long. If we're in each other's dreams, we can play together all night. ~Bill Watterson, Calvin & Hobbes

I'm so in love, every time I look at you my soul gets dizzy. ~Jaesse Tyler

You never know what you have until you lose it, and once you lose it, you can never get it back.

The worst way to miss someone is when they are right beside you and yet you know you can never have them.

I want to be with you tonight, tomorrow, and today it can't happen now but it will someday.

You asked me what was wrong, I smiled and said nothing, when you turned around and a tear came down and I whispered to myself... everything is.


i should stop all this bullshit.

#361 Kitten

wtf have i done? this afternoon or noon when my bro was going out, i moved the kitten to the back alley. hoping that it would be safe. at least, u dont get banged by a car or even a bike. =( now u r lost! i couldnt even find u! am i the one to be blamed for moving u to the back? am i the one to be blamed for making u lost. at least if u r dead or alive, let me know! ur mom is worried. =| i hope u r safe. omg! my heart is crushedddddddddddddddddddddddd!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and i am feeling guilty and guilt haunts. shitass!

#360

I realized and i seriously think that i fell for u already. I don't know what's special about u but i am going insane soon if this doesn't goes off. I am really going insane. This stuff will never work out right. U know yourself better than anyone else, sk. U know u shouldn't do this right? Yea i know but i just cant control my feelings. U r so adorable. Damn. There's so much i wanna ask u but i know i shouldn't and i could not do so as well. Well. I just hope that u will be happy as always and as adorable as usual. I could really just chew u off now. But most of all. I want give u a tight hug n whisper the three words to u. I really do want to do that. But i just cant. Because we are worlds apart. Too far. I am not asking . I just hope one day things would happen. I could just wait. And see. There is nth else i could. Seeing some other people reaching by ur side n i couldnt even get close to u. Not at all! Damn. I wanna let u know how much i care bout u too. Watever. All this are crap. When the time comes. Things will sort out eventually. Before another person come up to my life, i guess i will be stucked to u for a while. Maybe months i guess. Lets hope not. Within weeks we will get closer. Anyway. Love love to u. =) guess i am serious this time. Argh and i hate myself for loving u!
and on 26/6/2011...
i know this is wrong. fcuk la. i cant stop! and there's no one i could go to! i am going insane real quick! SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!

#358 Week7 of Sem7

omg. lol. w7 of sem7. o.O seven seven. whatever. i realised i think i am in the deep of boiling soup. i am missing paris. =O how could that happened. oh no. i guess i just think too much dy. =( it's impossible. you and i both knew it. it's total impossible. but i really want to tell you how badly i miss you now. =S

#357

My heart aches lk shit. Idk why but it just hurtS. Real bad. Idk wtf is wrong. Happenes a lot of stuff today. Idk how i feel n wat i felt or what should i feel. Fuck wei. Cibai. Tl lk shit. One is the eight of then then the two then the seven. Cibsi al knn ppl. Fcuk off! Idk why m i angry pun ah. Cb. Regret.

#356

Dont know what happened to me. I just wanna scream. =( i just wanna lie on someone's shoulder. Its tiring. This life. This lifestyle. Whatever this is. I just wanna start fresh. Maybe i shouldnt complain that much. N i should stop being curious. Curiousity kills. I hope i m just tired. I wanna study for exams! Audit for my future. Law for paris. Fap n info dm for the credits! I so damn wanna get scholarship for advance. DAMN . GOD KNOWS HOW MUCH I WAN THIS. Becuz i dowana be a loser. I lk winning. Typical me.

#355

today is a week from wew's accident. by that blind ass. woo. and also! YESTERDAY! was shirly's case. two of her tires were flat. some moron released the air in it and also scratched the whole car. bloody fool. at least u flatten the tire then dont scratch ppl's car la. crap shit asshole dickhead. zzzzzzz anyway. i realise it's hard to communicate to anyone at all. it's tiring. just shut up also cannot?

#354

today i feel a little, full of questions. after all, i am the loudest, yes. i am used to loudnesssssssssss! but at least i am just being myself. whispering is worst right? haha. anyway. the truth. i feel that it's really uncomfortable in class. the aura is not right. i just dont know why. but somehow, nothing seems right. hmm. i dont really know how to mix with u all again. why? because all your patterns are different. all of you like to keep things to yourself or yourselves, means with only your gang. why cant you all just do everything face to face and settle it off. you know? this is a pain in the ass. just keep quiet keep quiet. it's annoying. but i don't really care and don't really know though. i dont understand any of you. pointless. just another few months left and still wanna cause all this problem. i think i should stop busybodying. this may cause me trouble. why? because curiosity kills! and then, ignorance is a bliss. =D yeah, damn right. what's next>? i dont know. what else could i say. another one is always showing that to everyone. if you are used to some bad habit, then change it. if not, bare with it. at least, u should tell someone. better then complaining it in ur blog and let others see it there and have all this questions in mind but dont know can ask anot. why? because you will show ur black and long face again. why? becuz u'r angry. idk la what's wrong with you all. sk, stop busybodying. =D

#353

today is just another BAD DAY! damn. wew got banged by an idiot. silly. fool. damn it. argh. dont know what else to say. writing this post just to remember today was the day wew got banged... sillly me? but i just wanna record stuffs and then next time i could read back to see my silliness. ahaha. anyway, the guy who banged wew is goh huat heng. he drove someone else's car, li kuan. a white myvi, 6822. incredibly, their myvi nth happened but wew's serious shit. o.O then. because of this purple saga, 8633 who was reversing in the parking lot, then the white myvi come reverse then cantik sekali. boom. 7 of us was shocked! shitsass. roars.

anyway, recently, i am lost again. finding i am pointless to do anything. damn. it's just lifeless. don't know what else can i do anymore. i wanna finish up my diploma and make my cgpa 3.65 and above! so that i am eligible for the 50% scholarship! damn it! i must study! SK WAKE UP! damn damn damn! it's JUNE ALREADY! STUDY! FIGHT FOR LIFE. IF YOU LOVE ACCOUNTING YOU MUST FIGHT NOW. IT'S NOW OR NEVER. stop thinking of all those unnecessary things!!!!lalalala! stop the crap man. it will not happen. never, in my life.

#352

we went "swimming" again. and dead. i lost 500, loaned 400, ticket 60, bingo 20. total 980. wtf? wtf is wrong with me? FML. i really dont know when will i quit gambling? why do i like gambling so much? because i dont have any targets? goals? idk. just help me. someone. =( dont know next time genting will die boh... shit !

#351

sad sad sad sad tonight, but nobody knows! i just wanna get drunk and forget everything. =) guess that would be helpful. totally. down. i dont even know i am happy or sad now. i just. confused? or i am what? i dont know. i dont understand. the cycle is here again. i couldn't speak to my mom properly. she the one cannot go unds me. then come shoot me. shoot her back, she also cannot unds i was just joking. really no sense at all. sad case.

#350 and happy birthday.

Hey. Hey. Ur birthday again. I couldn't c u anymore, i couldn't touch u nor give u a bear hug. What i could do is just whisper to u through my heart. I stil care about u i guess. But i just dont know how and what else could i do. But if u r happy, then i am glad. Thanks to him for making u blissful n gave u what i couldnt give u. For the rest of my life. =] anyway,hope u r happy. And i do still miss u much.

#349

shit. fml. asshole. dickhead. i hate u. fucker. sucker. shit ass! sold me this crappy phone. laggy. lousy. bloody shit. 13.4.11 i bought. then realised that there was a scratch there. then i returned it on 14/4/11. waited i think should be a week. that is on the 20th only get my phone. paid 1019 for this fucktarded shitass phone. what the hell. u son of a bitch! today 3rd may, i experinced all in one. i cannot accept anymore of this!

#348

I don't know will I regret buying this phone, again. =( I just don't know why. Somehow I feel that I could. O.o because I couldn't play veggie samurai? I think so! -.- sad isn't it. Yeah. Exactly. But how come? Both android market wert.. Sien-ness. Down. Just don't know why. Because I trust that guy? Because I made decision too fast? God. Save me from this misery!

#347

=( don't know why i felt so lifeless. i should go and get a job now. =S totally. but sigh. i don't know. i am really tired. and my tears kinda like to drop these few days. and now i have a big headache about the phone. why was i so busybody? if i didn't asked tat earlier, i wouldn't put myself into this situation. after all, i never had the intention to change a phone. =(

O.o

It's been a while. Haha. Bored. Nowadays.. Nothing to do and feeling so lonely. I don't in redbox and I don't go anywhere .. Just stay at home. Bored. I wanna start anew. Start fresh. Leave all those negatives behind. Or at least, a happier life. So lifeless. Sigh. Saturday. Please come and I will be alive again! Guess only that will me better. I wanna work. But apparently, there's not even one job for me. Lazy ass.

#345

it's been a while since my last post. hmmm nothing much to say or rather, lazy? haha. either. anyway, today SPM results are out. brenda got 2A, Fuxian also, mavis 3A. but WOW! chen hui got 5A? that's quite impossible. LOL. worst, her gf got 8A's! OMG?! impossible. but that's past right? lalala. shouldn't compare to people who are unrelated to me. especially those who are begitu menjengkelkan eh. LOL. lalala. anyway. i was happy as well. first time i scored full. 50/50 for MIS. wow wow. happy si liao. haha. guess i just gonna work harder and strive for better results. that's all i have now. and i am all alone. =) that's better my way i guess. =) that's all for now. looking forward for a movie later. hee.

18

18.3

mis test. done. next? myob asgmt 3, and myob test! roars!

#342

how saddening it was. it was awful. yeah. i knew i shouldn't have went but i did. because i wanted to "give you face!" nobody knew how i felt. fuck you peopleS for ruining my night. guess i should just do it again, without you assholes.

#340

i've never been so down. felt my essay was a piece of shit. =( until i need music to heal my soul. so down. so disappointed with my essay. it wasn't suppose to be like that! NO!!!!!!!!! go away. stay away pain!

Imy..

Currently stuck with the ost of athena.. Great songs, soft and relaxing yet enough to touch me. Weak. Imy! Do you know? Nope. I don't think so. Painful and hurtful. And you too. Can see but couldn't touch you. Sigh. Pain. Go away, stay away.. T.T tired much. But I still miss you. Every now and then. It wont stop.. Hmmm.

#337

kinda busy lately. dont really like all the lecturers for this sem. hmmm. stop complaining and accept it. =) that's about all then.

#335

i really give up. i admit that i lost. enough already. saya mengaku kalah. dah la berapa ribu aku kalah kat u orang. kao sai. enough. stop for MAY!

gambling

yeah there's nothing good about gambling. there's nothing special about it. but hey, it causes addiction. really. and it gives you hope. even if it's fifty fifty. because there's a chance of winning and losing. it's obvious that when u win, u r happy and when u lose u r sad. lol. i dont know. addiction i guess. wont stop until i win? or even if i win i also will not stop? i should slow myself down. not enough money to lose meh? - - at ken's place lost rm71.50. shitz. i dont want to go adi. next time go one time can liao. then enough! seriously! then at yy's place win rm10. haha. tmr new sem. =S

results is out

results is out results is out. not bad la. 2a, 1a-, 2b+. wew 4bb 1a, same with shirly. sue 3a , 2b ... lalala. lose on ship, last night. rm500 = = walao lanli. anyway. its not bad la there . but the stakes are way of high ! =S think i should just stop gambling.

#332

ohmygod. i lost again = = sad case. =( shouldn't have went hoh. = =
anyway. let's see .
poker won 198, then lost 149.
then at wew's place, won a bit (forgotten) = =
then i remembered mahjong won rm14, then siam ban lak is like 17? or 7? something like that. then lost about 60smth.
then again , now at yy's place lost rm 112.
owe darian rm50.
wth?
roars~!
i am a ROARING GOAT! i will never die!
i will never lose! this spirit will always be with me!
ROARS!

#331

straight down! wtf! i was winning! argh! thursday night was positive 198, then friday night was negative 149. = =

Happy Chinese New Year @#330

wooo hoo~! happy chinese new year~! weeeeeeee! wahahhaa. wow. last night went to session at "old place" won about rm198.50. surprisingly! and hey, I AM HAPPY ABOUT IT! AND I GUESS IT WILL COME ROLLING ROLLING ROLLING TO ME~! WOO HOO! HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR ! keong hee huat chai a! huat huat huat! =D i wish every to be healthy, wealthy and prosperity! have fun~! btw, these few days really slept quite late and woke quite early. =O but, ,hey it's cny~! wee!

cloudy night

it's cloudy out there. and all i wanna say now. what i see. what i felt. what i wanted to say but there's never a chance for me to say. YOU SERIOUSLY DON'T WORTH MY SYMPATHY! fcuk it! i'm silly because i am feeling so sad now. but i seriously dont want to care anymore. sick of this. tired of this. fcuk everything. you realy do make people's day go cloudy and then stormy. that's why i felt os's feelings as well. because i am in a situation that is more or less the same with her. there's not much difference. just shit.

it feels good to be RICH!

i think. it's really awesome to be rich. i could see it through the photos and the external layers from others. of course, there's pros and cons in everything. rich doesnt mean perfect, but it does help. it really makes me feel good. spend stuff and so on. argh. i want to be rich. =) and pretty and slim , not too slim. lol. and and. healthy! XD and if i m not healthy, no point being rich, pretty and slim. lol.

#327

why can't i just have a peaceful day before cny? everyday seems so unrest. depressing. do this also wrong, do that also wrong.. where's my happiness for sem break? where the fuck is that? you people really menjengkelkan. cibai. enough. fcuktards.

#326

well well well. exams is over, but i felt even more lifeless. there's nothing to do. i mean there are, but i dont feel like doing anything. argh. terrible. i am actually worring about my results. lol. sigh. i dont want to lose. =S wait, cny is coming! beh happy sk! =D and u got a car now. miserable again. who's gonna pay for the petrol n the maintenance? fcuk shit la. like mom said. got car, also luan. no car also luan. fcuk la. fml. u orang betui betui mencibaikan. fcuk u people. i dont know u people is 1 or 2. fml.

Imy!

I miss you. And I can only tell myself. There's no one I could tell. Sigh. I really missing you badly and I hope to see you work. I wanna ask you everyday, how's your work? Everything went smooth? How's your day? Did you miss me as well? Etc etc.. There are so much but there's none I could tell you. Too bad. What can I do? I just miss you. Sigh. Btw, if tomorrow kuma comes back then, tomorrow will be the day I own a car of my own. It's not really mine. But kuma said she give it to me. Thanks kuma! How badly we all need a car! Heh!

11-1-11

lol. 2 papers has passed. =( i think i did quite bad for my MA. =S sigh. what can i do? when i studied, nothing went in. =( dont know why. i feel unrest and unease, these few days.. is it because my room painted blue? or is it pressure and stress from them, my classmates or finals? seems quite terrible. insomnia and then body aching every now and then. sigh. i want to finish finals so quickly and i dont even know what should i do. starting to slack. moodlessssssssssss! damn it! i must have the spirit to fight! then i will win! remember the feeling of winning! and the disappointment of losing! sk! wake up!!!

Day 1

finally finals Day 1 has come. =S it was not that terrible except for the silly mistake i did. fcuked up. ugh. hopefully i will continue to do well till i finish econ!

#320

wow. tomorrow exam liao. lalala. anyway. just got kissed by another bike like 10minutes ago. thanks cikgu aziz. ur tuition centre should be relocated to somewhere. causing jam here n there. irrational parents who are also selfish that are only concern about fetching your kids. dont make the roads jam la. at least. there's nothing wrong with fetching your kids but when you make the road jam, you are. = = damn it. luckily nth happened. bad sign for today, good sign for tomorrow onwards! =D

#319

today. is just another day of studying. tomorrow is the first day of finals.. =( sadness. i dont know why there's still not enough force to push me. that's impossible right! yes. it is. i will go study! NOW SK GO!!!!!!!!!!!

#318

kinda tired and bored of both studying and cleaning the house, aka house chores. really tiring. why both at the same time? i don't want to lose. i enjoy the feeling of winning. the satisfaction, woo. valuable. and i really hate losing, makes me a noob. what a loser. but i am. i guess? i might be a loser in college but i am never a loser in the outside world. =D i hope so. winning feels good! and because winning makes me feel better.

#317

wow. i'm really happy today. just for one reason, two. wait. three. lol. first, i calculated the bill before the aunty used the calculator to calculate. first time ever. lol. second, i'm getting wira soon. Weee* three, i started studying. at least. i had some effort studying.. :D gambateh sk! u can do it no one can =D and what? YOU CAN DO IT! all out!