my feelings.

i just dont feel lk i'm in a family. there's not much different though. it seems that i'm so far from my family. its not that i dont have. its dat i dont even know how 2 communicate d now. feeling lost. i know they do care bout me. but i juz dun feel it anymore. nothing more. i dun even noe wat am i doing. just lost 2 no where. i dun even know whether am i feeling it or not. its a dissapointment 2 me. but idk, with the crab i dun feel that lost. of course. the crab doesnt care anymore. but anyway, thanks crab. i appreciate it. and then. ahhh. i tink i hav regrets. but regrets is not regrets anymore. ahh. an advice. work hard for spm. its really smth dat ur parents will b proud of u. i dun even know they are proud of me anot, though. failing once doesnt mean forever. as u can see. my upsr is moderate, 3a's. then my pmr sucked. 2a's n got c's also. then now spm. i din really put in all my effort, but my effort alrdy gave me enough. it turned up smth u would b happy off, ur family will b happy bout and ur frens MIGHT b jealous but happy for u for the same time. is that right? tink so. haaa. saying out this makes me feel more comfortable. failing once doesnt mean u will never b success. jus do things that a right. =) nights. another heaven - lee hom. =)