my future.

I'm stuck. results are not out yet. and now, i am freaking out!! AIKS. its like a pain in the ass. everytime i think about the results are coming out in bout a weeks time, i feel stress and nervous ! #)$&(#^$^(@@)!(@()*&$#(^&#)$ wtf. sigh. what am i going to do if my results are bad? could i take it up? =( if my results are really good then wat am i supposed 2 do? but i tink it will b bad. i hav no confidence now. =( sad. in just a week. i neeed 2 take a big step. okay lets say if i am qualified 2 enrol in tarc, but now i have no mood 2 study there dy. wew's not going. its like losing a very good partner there.. =( wat if i go PTPL ? its gonna b costing there. and i dowana take a loan. its a burden 2 me. =( ahhh. some one tell me what can i do? =(