Saturday, 28 August 2010
Day 4
It's day four and I have no mood to study anymore. It's so tiring. I'm exhausted. I've typed everything just now and one back button made me rewrite everything again. God Damn everything! Sigh. I forgotten what I wanted to say but I remember I was saying there's nothing more I can do. Or rather there's nothing in this world worth me fighting for. I don't know what took my study mode off. But i'm sure it's a shit. Crap Crap. Taxation. I wish the god can give me the strength to stand up again. I think I need guidance, maybe. But I think what I really really need now is a hug. A warm hug from a friend? I guess? I want a long scream too but it's hungry ghost month. No screaming are allowed. Lol. Whatever it takes. Whatever I do. I will do it. I don't know if I could fight through this war and win this war. Because it's not easy. It's never easy being human. Especially a complicated one. Life's never easy. Dreams, perhaps are the easiest thing ever. God bless me. Lol
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