What?

What? What do I really want? I want things to be simple. As simple as it could. But it won't right? Because this is life. Life's never easy ey.. Whatever it takes, we have to go through it. Through thick and thin. Through the rough and smooth. Just another night of tears ey.. I'm weak. So weak. I want to be heard. But there's no one to go to. Sigh. When can I see the next sunrise? I miss the sunrise that makes me feel alive and refreshed. And the starry starry night.. That gives me a very peaceful, happy and mesmerizing memory of you. Imissyou. =S sad and broken everyday. Who knows? Maybe I'm so used to see things by the negative side, that's why i'm so negative. =( sigh. What can I do? This is a habit or attitude. And it's not easy to change one. Time. Time. Time. I hope things just pass faster and set me free. Set me free from this pain. I struggled enough. I could barely take it anymore. Not a bit!