Day 5 of the survival

I can't find any words to describe my feelings now. It's totally indescribeable? Lol. Whatever it is. I will fight through this war and win it! I'm unbeatable. Lol. I won't give up even I know I may not handle it. But I'm starting to give up. So I came here to release off some shit. Uh, by the way, when I was buying my dinner just now, I felt the sea breeze. Ohmygod. It's so uh. I miss going to the beach. Well. It's a place of tranquility. It's so comfortable to hear the sea wind and the waves. I'm going to the beach man. After the hungry ghost month. For sure! Now, fight your books, sk.