#275

today, it was actually a sunny day, then it became cloudy. we wanted to watch the sunset. especially sy. but too bad, so sad, the weather didn't allow us to do that. hmmm.whether it's fate or it's destiny i dont know. and i don't care either. i really don't want to sit her car there. i don't know why. i have a sense there. and i don't like the feeling though. =S things get more complicated now. guess i should just concentrate more about my studies. they are indeed more important. that's a unchangeable fact! well. i don't know am i too sensitive or rather, i'm feeling the changes. i feel things. i felt*. seriously. and now, i'm lost. i don't know where should i go or what should i do anymore. people just confuse me. i've lost the ability to see things in a simpler way and analyze things easily. i have the ability. i know. it's with me. there's so much i should do now, but there's not even a single force that forces me to do any of them! what's the problem with me? =( i'm getting tired and sick of this unsure, unease or rather unstable emotions or acts or whichever. but whatever it is, i want or i Neeed someone to open me up. open my mind up. open up my heart. i might need a shoulder anytime. i need someone who really feel or think like how i think or feel. who know what i meant before i even finish what i wanted to say. my path is just like the dark grey, cloudy skies now. so slow, so greyish, so hopeless. i couldn't say anything else other that a simple "sigh" but we should not say sigh. it brings bad luck. =S hope it doesn't =) sk oh sk. just. let. things. be. at. their. way. =) oh yeah. i have a feeling that we should just stick to the people who are close to your personalities. :O ooh and and i remember this! the meaningful quote. "Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind." ~Dr. Seuss