#282

Sometimes I really don't understand things. Even myself. I've gotten so impatient, tensed for nothing! Damn it! I really have everything now. Seriously. I want to leave this sick life. Just suck. There's no one I could go to. Worst of all.. Everyone has their own problems right? Sigh. Whatever. I just wanna leave this life so quickly.. And quietly. I don't know how much I could take anymore. And I see you no up! I really.. See you no up! Ugh. I hate this. I would have another car he you din do that at earlier. Well. I don't know what else to say. Till today, i'm still stuck with that addiction. I really hope one day, I would get rid of it. . =( but by doing that, it gives me hope! Nobody understands! Kao lat! Walao! Sadness. I just want to lean on someone's shoulder so comfortably to see the sun coming up or going down.. Stay under the rain together and get wet.. Hug each other tightly.. And smile when we're staring in each other's eyes.. Laugh when we did silly stuff.. Who would be there for me other than you? Who would change me other than you? Where are you, mr. Unknown ? When will you appear in my life? Waiting for you.. I'm waiting for you..