#280

Saturday and sunday.. I missed the numbers. Cost me two k. And, my capital, hundred over. Crap. I'm so gonna eat shit. Perhaps I should take a break. Relax. And smile! Yesterday I was totally broken. Till I can't sleep. I slept at eleven or twelve something. I don't know. But should be around that time. And I wolf up at four something. Incredible. I couldn't sleep. Couldn't stand the heartache. T.T of course, there's on guarantee of winning, but it was me who did not buy it even I was there already. Crappy me. T.T nothing to be sad of. There's nothing else I could say or do! So speechless! I should just forget it and move on! Yes! Law test is just in another ten plus hours but I have no mood to study at all! I've lost my interest and my life goals! I am a nobody! Sadness! Someone please, lighten my path! So lost!