#288

You know, I don't really like things going this way, it makes everything go rough! Give me a break will you? I just want to chill and regain my conscious and my rational thinking again! That's all I ask for.. Cry in silence.. Cry but you have to swallow every single drop of your tears just to hide your sadness.. Just put on that mask and live on! I surrender! Put the white flag! I really do give up. There's nothing else I could do.. I give up.. I really do. I wanna scream so much. I don't know what's wrong with me! But I will go for a jog tomorrow. Maybe get some sweat off my body.. Sigh. I'm better off alone. Lone lone! I just wanna be alone! I rather speak to Lucky.. At least she won't break my heart.. She wouldn't even answer me. At least, i'm better off that way.. Sigh.. I want to lay down on a beach and just hear the waves and feel the wind blowing so slowly, so slowly.. As if the time stopped.. I just wanna do that.. Fulfill me? Please? I'm blinded with dark clouds now.. I'm. . Really.. Blinded.. There's nothing I could do anymore.. I'm so tired and restless.. Give me a break....!