new year.

its been a long time since my last post. xD lazy 2 write . lol. hmmm. nowdays boring lo. work play sleep. sleep also not enuf eh. =( hmmm. so much had happened. i've just realised dat frens doesnt last long as it was supposed 2 last forever. but it seems 2 b just another saying. frens forever, best fren forever, keep in touch . .etc etc .. now it seems 2 b lost in touch. every1 seems 2 hav their own way and hav already went their own seperated way. hmmm. every1 had changed =D i tink. i guess. somehow i hav the feelings. should i forget those memories i have in cpt and start another diary? it's tough but i tink i should. becuz rmbing the memories of the past that brings happiness 2 u is good but when the people in the memories is alrdy gone, there's no point. what for remembering someone or somebody or something when you are not appriciated? this really makes me confuse. these few days or weeks, i've been thinking bout it. am i at the wrong side or am i in the right side. or mayb i have think too much. but there's a feeling inside dat u could hold it and u feel lk saying it out 2 some one, but there's no one u could tell or u wanna tell. holding this confusion causes me 2 hav unwanted and yet unnessary grudges. where it was supposed 2 b the best memories in my life. but now its just a pass by. i dont have much close frens. dats why i'm stuck here. mayb i should just forget bout everything. every single ting happen, but could i just ? i rmb all those memories with them. bt now it wouldnt repeat. but it tasted as if u were eating a lolipop. u would wan more of those memories. but now its GONE. wat am i supposed 2 do ? everything didnt went smoothly. its just smth terrible. =X hmmm.
today is new year's eve and i cant go out. its like what the fuck? its the fifth year that i really spend time with my frens going out for the countdown and all those crazy stuff we did. spraying and all. this year all gone. zzz. sucks. and now prarents dont allow me 2 go out. fuck it. FUCK it. seriously form1 to form4 i go out also nothing hapen la. wtf la. zzz. lame lo i tell u. mother fucker. reali fedup with this. ugh. no motorbike then how do they expect me 2 go out. much more like a dumbass count down now. sighs. what am i supposed 2 do? =(

brand new

today i wanna re-start my blog lo. last time eh is all crap eh. cant reali recall it liaoz. hmmm. anyway. spm-ing now u noe. lol. sumore can on9, blog and play game. esp facebook! xD today i will invite ppl 2 view the blog d.. hehe. today veri no mood le. =(

one month to SPM!!

another month its spm d. anyway i wanna start off saying ytd. sucks man. i went sch and none of them were there. i rushed home lk mad!! mother farker. tl lo. den nvm la. at the same time kin cheong and chi kek. >.< den i went home started doing some latihan on acc. den went breakfast and a hair cut with mom. den i rushed home agn. den i changed in sch u den i went sch for the god damned farewell. =X sucks la. all the tua liap lang ther. sumore eat b4 the food eh. eat also not so much d compared 2 the other day. hmmm. then watched eagle eye. the guy is so yeng =X hehe.

saturday. BORING!

today is the most boring-est saturday ever. the worst sat i hav ever been tru. my god. nth 2 do. play games also tio dc dc dc dc . tl SIA! wat else can i do? go out ah ng si. stay at hm ah ng si. fucktard. every1 went out left me alone. its soooo boring. spm is lk another month plus bt i stil dun hav the pressure 2 study. instead. cso. fuck la. study ah ng si, ai study ah beh. mayb i suld slp. lk now. nights. its 9.59 pm. =D

a month and 10days.

its been a month and 10days since i last posted a piece of blog of mine. ahhh. it was so tiring.. all the trials, midnight jobs - studying la. erm kl trip and everyting. it's all so hectic. i wanna take a break. seriously. spm is getting soooo near. and now its alrdy pmr . in 2 weeks time. hmmm. abigail is tiau ti or wat eh. ppl saw tio her d sumore turn another side. teruk lo. walao afternoon tg bungah very windy, exactly like the wind in qb expressway. ride motor also kenot sooo fast. or else i peng liao. =X anyway there's so much i wanna say.. my maths 74. =X sci 51. erm moral 68. then wat else ah! oh yea tml get acc xD happy sIA! fuiyohhh. dat hayati not bad la actually. its juz dat her voice and the wat she teaches us. dam teruk case. hmmm. about the KL trip. i tot it will b good. but ended up i buying stuff i regreted.. and going ther also i regreted. cuz i spent 500bucks ther. and its not enuf yet. it was my mom 's money anyway..lol. my dad didnt give me at all sadly. i guess nowdays i am having communication problem i guess! seriously. i am hot-tempered and easily gt angry now. ugh. hmmm. wat else could i say now. haagen daaz i m coming~! =D

today is weird~

lol lol and lol. its so funny today. hahaha. lepaked everywher. lol (agn) =.= hmmm. feels lk so long din write a blog d. lazy ma. maklumlah. itulah saya. hahah. anyway i felt dat girl from 2ar is annoying. msn msn msn. tink wat so fun huh. so much 2 tok ah u tink. ishx. and then .. hmmm.. cant reali recalled d la. oh yea. pn chen straighten her hair on last thurs , 14th august and wen she comes sch on fri.. woah man. hot. haha. and me straighten on fri. costed me rm210, 3hours tahan-ing my kencing , and bout 4-5 hours lidat. sumore dat woman tok non stop eh. idiot sia. hmmm. today went out la. with bren. and then, abigail n penny n their gang was ther. and dat was the weirdest ting n funniest ting ever happened. after so long. hmmm. PnA were msging me expecting me 2 go. yeah i did go bt they were leaving on that time. lol. and then she patah balik. i was like WOW! serious? and they were serious. canggih sia. reali din expect. den wen bren come they bye bye d. lol. weirdest ting ever. in winter warmers we tok tok la. i dun unds she n mahek la. aiyo. weird..

wa seh!

walao eh. kanneh. kenot overcome ur stress means dat its ur prob not mine. gnn. put the blame on me. think i wat? reali sur name is lua ah? fuckers. u all are juz another idiot. ur sis eh prob let her solve her self la. u can juz sit by the side and juz listen. if she tell u, there's not such a rule that u must tell her wat to do, or rather go on behalf her 2 take the stress or tink out a solution for her. its her fault . wasn't urs. she was the 1 who chose the wrg frens. she was the one who dowana accept the advise. its her prob. not yours. what 4 r u suffering this for? and ppl like u will nvn grow.. i leave this attitude of ki siau ing d. will u? one day perhaps. bt i dun tink it's soon THOUGH! better be safe than sry rite? well. its ur choice 2 make urself take up all these. doesn't matters me ANYMORE! i dun care. i dun know. and i am living without it. it wasn't me who started everyting. it wasn't me who frenship end wit ppl. it wasn't me who make those ppl argue. it's none of my business. i m living better without you. better then ever. honestly 2 say. ppl like u aint gona grow anyway. sighs. one man's meat is another man's poison. anyway. another girl here. pls TC. u will soon know why gossiping ain't easy in our sch. =] take care u guys. ppl lk u guys wouldn't live long. incurable. just up 2 u guys. btw, today me n wew double got first for bowling.. =D

shit~

woah woah. today another 1. well well well. i guess it wouldnt stop. anyway, it doesnt matters me d. i dun care i dun care i dun care i dun care i dun care! i dun giv a dam bout it. hellyah! anyway some how today weird. milo spoked to cy, wew. woah woah . its hot ~ hahaha. nomb. dun tok 2 me and i wil juz shut up. yeah. shut up. weird eh today i gav a big respond wen ti nee say "apologize 2 rachel" BUT actualy she said ask mellisa. bt i heard like U go. and my respond is so over-ed! every year fresh stuff. HOT stuff. i m reali tired d. f5 d. i also wanna concentrate on my spm. and i m not so childish 2 frenship end with ppl. swt. NOT me! ms yeow ms yeow ms yeow. other den her do u noe any1 elseeee??? ugh. get a life. hmm bout my spagetti. they all said ok. =D next week i m going 2 make cheese cake fi it's possible le.. hmmm

bsb. L ppl eh ppl.

walao . saturday go sch like kanasai. lema alone adi nvm d la. sumore plus dat so hai. reali shit! stick 2 us 4 wat? ba li ko. tink we all wat ? no frens den mix wit us, we not ur substitution frens okay. well fine . dat was saturday. i was so stressed d whole day. for nth . nite went for x-files and eat lo. and then sunday which is today every was fine . wake up den watched tv lo. suddenly ppl come msg me. . lua wa siang ka wa hai ee lang anneh khuan. kanninneh. wa ng si sae lua eh. wa skrg kena jaga sudah. esok ada problem sudah. everytime got fight sure i involve eh la. everytime also i wrong eh. all also i wrong. u all right eh. u all the winner la. mcb.

pictures on HC bday.

The pictures are all mixed up =.= zzz

RED LIGHT CAKE CUTTER. SPOTLIGHT. XD
BAVARIA FROM HOLLAND. BY SARA..
POOH ?
CAKES FOR HC !
GROUP PICTS. =D

STIM MIA CY!
STAR STAR! HAHAHAH
PEACE~ CUPCAKES.
KNIFE FOR CAKES. =D

THE TOTAL OF BEERS WE DRANK. =X

SULUNG MIA PICT TAKDA. HE WAS TERRIBLELY DRUNK.

HC DREAMING. HEHEH

SERIOUSLY DRUNK

SARA IS DRUNK!

ME WITH THE POOH~ CUPCAKES!
WE FINISHED FOUR LARGE HEINEKENS!
BUT WE BOUGHT FIVE =X

tiring sia.

22nd was HC 's bday. 4gotten khi. tot it was monday. den hc absent on mon ma. so ma mis-rmb khi lo. heheh. dat day gt mentor-mentee all lor.. lat. kompang and stuff like dat . nth special reali happened la. bt nowdays the tings dat kept bugging me was dat lady. xD but nevermind. walao eh.. dat time bowling i juz cal her 2 join. i nvn force tio her also . sumore say i force her. walao. dowan join ma nonid join lo. its not dat i took a knife and point at u and cal u 2 join also. fucker. btw, on the monday perhimpunan, every1 learnt a new word, god pls forgive me, b4 u say a BAD word. LOL. ms. yeow started it 1st =.= wed.. gt wat ah .. kompang practice as usual.. den erm.. lidat la. skip class got la HAHA. den bowling in the afternoon. incrediblely i got 1st place. its impossible sia. ikhlas can lose 2 me. hmmm. well there are some photos i wan 2 post in the next post. hc mia bday eh. well... thurs nth also la.. fetch shereen go ronda.. lol. make her shirt ma.. her ahem shirt. >.< den go here go ther.. nth 2 do.. haih. saw tar college also. now i noe how 2 do 2 Juven's hse d. xD erm.. at nite tried mahek's ego.. nt bad sia bt seriously bo kuan si man. lol. cuz the chia tau heavy den sumore turn eh si kuai kuai wan becuz he tighten the chia tau, so wen cornering bo khuan si can die lo. waseh. tired lo. bout 10 - 15 minutes 2 come back frm bren's place 2 my hse. speed like HELL! 95km i tink. broke my record d. xP.. ttn was okay la b4 go bren's place. wa seh hard lo the chapter. pembubaran. T_T accounts is tough too! uhm. oh ya! penyampaian! every1 say i this la dat la this la dat la. bt iDk LA! photos not wit me YET! AIYO! sien eh. who ah veryn hoh i din take frm her. XD den friday, today. every ting lidat lo. lol. nth hapen also . except for rangers. i dont agree with some of the posts la. i somehow felt its unfair. but dats nt my problem liao. i'm leaving itu commitee dah. tak mau peduli sudah ~~ hmmm. anyway, i terdengar la.. this morning, gt 1 guy come ask money for his medical treatment.. den the sch dowan giv, cuz if he is a government servant , he will get freee medical treatment from GH. den he ask, our sch denied den he said he wanted 2 go class by class 2 ask the sch girls. but he is nt allowed 2 do so also. den during rangers i heard ther was a guy outside wanted 2 fight wan. bt idk izit the same guy la. bt secara kronologi-nya , i tink its the same guy lo. sumore fighted wit mr. bee and all. hmmm. ms boey ms yeow and pn faridah also go "negotiate" wit dat guy. bt well he's not going 2 leave. erm lidat lo. koop is messy la. the AJK and stuff lidat. next week fri gt meeting .. sure DIE EH. celaka mia . hmmm. well alyssa asked me i bay syok any1 in her class anot but i knew it wasnt her question. indeeed, i reali baysyok some1 in her class. her over-over eh attitude. make ppl tl nia. bt i told alyssa dat i dun bs any1 lo. hope me and wew eh doubles eh competition will win next week..... =) and idk wat hapened in between the f1 eh gang all. =.= sibei complicated. duno what happened also in between. =.= wanna argue jz argue. sien.

wa seh

wa seh! its been a WEEK LIAO! xP everythin gok la. chinese 7th month wan come liao. kuai kuai stay at home liao. xD go study. heheh. SPM weii. ok la.. last sat was okay. it was horrible at the afternoon. hc duno explode becuz of wat thing... den went bon odori lo .. go buy food n beer n all lo. spend alot sia T_T ltr dat every1 play the game drink beer game. sulong,mandy,sara,hc all tio ka gai gai. me nth happen also. lol.waste money nia. xP anywayy. bon odori ok la. if hc din go party ah.. i sure will spend more d eh.. i hope next year stil can go lo. with shereen they all la.. or whoever la, i noe eh.. which wanna go eh.. hmmm. i dun tink wew wanna go... hmmm. anywayy.. erm. today farewell for warden den ok la everything. lol. food was NOT bad. xD nando's dine in for badmin. beta den eat in sch =D hiak hiak. i stil havent watch hellboy and hancock larh. haihs. today abigail said she saw my face in youtube.. since wen SIA. aiyo. kiu mia. ehhh. since today eh sushi eh farewell i tot of using the take away box 2 becum my take away container. xD and yeah. mayling cried becuz her boxes was lost. instead, i jz hid it frm her =.=""

boring~

wa seh.. today started off withmy room's "roof" fell down in the morning =.= 4.30 lidat d. haihh.. den my mom shouted til i wake. waseh. wa pun gong ki. aiyoyo! tml is the seventh day dy.. nid 2 go "kiuk khut" nvn go sch lor.. bm test nonid 2 do =D hiak hiak. or see how lo.. mayb i go kiuk kut den go sch lor. xP hopefully pn. zaharah giv me TH la.. wa mai do la. xP lol~ anyway juz nw i ronda with wei wei.. go 2 sara's place all la.. nth 2 do wert.. wtf sia. sara pierced her tougue ytd. walao i gong ki eh. siau siau ah she... see til i gong khi lo. wa seh i reali din expect she will poke ah.. seriously. my god. oh yea back 2 ronda juz nw.. then we go lembah permai ther... go see the houses ther. =X she "menganugerahkan" i pass d my motor skil LOL.. i went b4 the winding place d. yeah. hmmm. chim man. now i noe frm ther can go 2 tg bungah ther d. lol. yy shoot me =.= go sara ther can smell brenda's "hien" !shit la!. smell ther eh air also ka fresh tam puk k. wew say cheah poke her tougue wew go poke her belly, she also ckcbs eh la she. . wont mia.. if i can choose 2 pierce .. i rather pierce my eye brow.. idk why bt i like ther.. but NEVER tougue. its sucks. my belly also i gong khi dy lor.. tattoo leh hoh.. on my ankle XD a 6 or mayb a D ? hahah. hmmm.. and on the back .. a butterfly i tink =X ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh this 1 wont happen mia..hmmm tattoo or pierce eyebrow d i nonid come home liao lor .. wa seh.. nonid think d eh this 1.. surely tio halau out of the house. for sure! oh yea. in gym wew kepit me like shit man. lema burger king sumore roars ah. :@

omg?

Last tuesday which is 8 - 7 - 2008 .. my grandpa passed away.. i dun wana mention it much cuz i wana stop crying dy.. everyday i stil went 2 sch =D den on the thurs, my gp wan 2 chut shua d... so .. i told ms. yeow i wan gtg ma.. den she come tell me.. ah kong si liao ko ai lai or theng. aiyoyo.. den ma suak lo.. seriously i cried kay.. haih . anyway.. on the 11th , friday. bren , shereen and ashley made cup cakes. oh ya. shereen went tennis with his ahemz. lol. and b4 dat i was in the dance practice with bianca.. they all.. so i ma see lo. took a video.. hmmm. i some how dun see any ohm in them like bo lat bo lat. ka liau ai see khi eh. =.=~ bt of course la.. i also duno i cant dance anot gok. =X lau ah ee d lol. well. back 2 the cupcakes. wa seh. i dam hungry so i din enjoy , juz hentam ... wan faint d sia. lunch never eat AH! den eat d.. bren come tell me u eat so fast eh ltr on ..(duno wat la)-( if i dun rmb wrgly la)lol.. sumore gt my name... after dat watch mv with jasper.. journey 2 the centre of the earth. nt bad also ler. but den nt long enuf sia the mv. wee wee.. den the next day... which is 2day... 12 -7 - 08 .. i sat cruise wit my mom and my medan relatives XD syok pun la.. learnt a few tings also lol~ black jack and the crab chicken fish and watever game.. casino style. waseh. i waiting 18 years old time i will surely go play sia.. =X cant wait 2 b 18years old.. ahhhhhhhh.. i also tot of making my bday in the ship on the day it self. well. next year.. mayb? perhaps not? ugh. cuz there's never been a SUCCESSFUL party.. its either there's a fight or someone baysyok someone.. =.= sien lo. its reali boring.

gossip day =.=

heyy.. sup? today titi gossip nia. wa seh. keat man. morning morning toh tio frm veryn, juven all bout chris. den ltr ahem not my part d. say bout the A B C J S S all ting. LOL. funny mia. afternoon toh intro the book " fake romance , secrets revealed" by mvs mia. lema. funny ka boey si. can cry leh. keat man. so much tings la today. titi say bout ppl ppl and ppl . waseh. today tok about aids. funny mia the penceramah bt cute also and at the same time its a peringatan =X today tok tok tok ni. farnyly. bren sudah cakap balik dgn shereen xP stil la. weird eh all. err.. last year me n hui chiun did a vandalisme. OMG . haha. k la. crapped a lot too. bren called me. i didnt answer. tot was her mom. lol~ she come cal me dlt her picts and featured frens . lol. funny nia. high tech betui dia punya mak. macam yi yun punya. =X i pun mau macam ni. bren's mom used frenster while yy's mom played maplestory. LoLz... deep~

EEWEI_LENGTAUOROR_FANCLUB@HOTMAIL.COM

lema liao. i go create fs. wew's prof. by me. today. after a week i m so gonna make a group. hahahah. funny la. everything started wen evana taught aainaa some hokkien words... i could recall some.. it sounds like this .. : -
ee wei ... (smth smth la. in hokkien)
1) leng tau or or.
2) pok pok kiu mo.
main is this 2. lol others cant rmb liao. whole class laughed like shit. and that time evana go cal aainaa say it loudly wen we were on the way back 2 class. and cik su was in 4jaya. funny lo. hahahahahah. then it was thursday. 4double periods. bored til kanasai. as usual. english bored like shit. and then dat old woman ask us 2 do a dialog... and it was aainaa and jamunes's turn.. so .. she started 2 say .. the ordering stuff and all.. and then jam (promoter) asked for email.. aainaa said 'eewei_lengtauoror@hotmail.com'.. whole class laughed out of the asses.. even that old woman too. lol. and at the same time, sham asked 2 repeat. cuz she cant hear. LOL and the situation got even funny. seriously.. i m so gonna miss all this . i m so gona appriciate my times in this sch.. no more activities. =\ no more staying back d lo.. haiz. anyway i hope we would go tambun for seafood this coming holz in august. sure syok. better be in 1 car. all jump in. lidat ni syok =DD hahah! but who wil learn the way 2 go ther. hmmm.

okay. 3rd place ?

yo~ what happened to yellow house ? and what happened to green house ? woot. unbelievable.. 25 -2 .. red - yelllow's match.. according 2 my observations it wasnt supposed 2 b like that. lol? and every1 said dat too. at least the score wouldnt b dat much difference? woah. dats horrible and yet awesome, the match was kinda exciting but idk who i was supporting anyway. anyway, syuhada n asnida like bay syok me. ma suak lo. bay syok ma bay syok lo. ur prob. not mine. lema. i be referee also not i wan eh. duno who put me eh. kannina. tink i wat? ur dog ah now. lema leh. wanna fight eh lo u guys. esp syuhada. shit la. ugh. today was a good game. without tension and a friendly match .. every1 played properly lo~ hmmm. NOTHING will STOP ME! fuck all those backstabbers. u should go to hell like now.cuz u r juz a terible kid. if u cant take it up, never try man. u suld noe wher u are. i hope i could just go out some wher and chill out. hc's bday perhaps =) bon odori coming liao. reminds me of last year. eh i was jealous kay? seriously i admit it. i was jealous bout dat , dat time. but i got it over d. i hope so? but stil la not so easy. as time pass by it will wash it away. =)i wish 2 forget my past.

lost?

yeah. we lost. so what? we've did our best. yeah bt stil. i really fed up bout tis. so dam bkm~ both the matches we had a chance 2 go 2 third match. bt? fuck la. 24 - 25. ugh. just 1 point 2 the DAMNED 3rd match, the golden set. but yeah its over? stil gt bowling 2 get another trophy =) stil gt a chance ma. rite? heheh~ stil hoping we could win la. wakakaka. well.. today's match won by yellow and red. so tomoro's match wil determine who yellow/red 1st/2nd and blue/green 3rd/4th. anyway. its a tough match for yellow and red's match. both not bad. but for me, frm my observations, i guess its yellow. they r seriously tough. esp asnida and syuhada. well cant deny it. red juz so so only. =) no hard feelings kay? haih.. gone adi la. 5years oni got 1 year get 1st. others eat shit and live like hell. Aiks lo. but forget it le. we have did our very best. =)

sad? stressed? angry? hurted?

sigh. today's match, blue lost to yellow. shit man. this is terrible. haiz. i reali din tot dat would hapen. =( but things were meant to b like dat. wat to do? sigh. but fate la. but could we change the fate tml. we must win. seriously, 2nd would b good enuf though. UGH. roars. so stressed la. last hit. LAST HIT ! for 3rd game and i screwed it up. freak it! idk wat juz happened 2 me. i guess i had over confident alrdy. HAIZ

tll

taman lalu lintas. bored. siau siau. ytd merentas desa at pdg polo gt 3rd place =.= bt juz 4 ppl run. hahahahahaha. so funny sia~ xD but better den nth rite? sumo so short ni. =X hmmm. today gt tll practice.. bored sia. fetch lai fetch ki. haih. now how? bored. how many bored d. haih. tml volleyball d.
monday : 4.30 - 5.30 blue X yellow
tuesday : 3.30 - 4.30 blue X red
wednesday : 4.30 - 5.30 blue X green.
heheh

walao.

haylo haylo. dat day ppl's mum cal me. today toh tio lidat. stressed la. i seriously wan 2 concentrate in my vb now sumore lidat. sien lo. sumore today lidat eh tings hapen. haihhh. today wew fetch us go qb.. then coming down frm the bukit(balik pulau there), ppl honk-ed us cuz we were slow. so i told yy 2 "p hoh e wew eh P" as in the P sign. manatau she go p the _l_ maleh tio lo. dat guy stopped and p at us ... sumore tiau ti eh. lema. siau eh. sumore stare at me or us? bt i m nt sure either it was me or yy cuz dat guy were wearing sunglasses.. hmmm. stil la. scary sia.. haih. den we round and round .. keep on go to the wrg road.. sad sia. ended up go wew 's hse. wtf? i ride C70 for the 1st time in my life. and sibei tough... omg omg omg omfg. seriously can die. titi si huey. lema. lucky never kena honk. lol. well. at least i tried. =D 2 bad i cant ride clutch.. =X haih. its really an experince for me 2 ride clutch motorbike~

SHIT-ness

walao. today was okay eh. manatau kanasai eh lang come lu siao ka wa. gao toh ho mang keh gao gao la. lema. everyting plan ho si d ma. she suicide? my ass la. pls la. go kena rape time oni say la. see her face also wont la. 27hours lidat d. reali childish. mayb this wil giv her a lesson. if not, she will juz ruin her own reputation. sumtimes its juz mind ur language. those fucked up ppl. tink u'r so smart? get a life la. ppl like u juz acting. u tink u'r so pure? pls la. mind taking a piece of shit and look at it. see how fake are u. tink u'r so holy? dun eat meat and eat shit la.btw, there's another bitch. well. she's ALWAYS a BITCH~ she drives a NAZA RIA. she also own another car which has the same name wit her. and she juz suck as it is. three times. three times. it was not once. she juz another hag. she SUCK to the MAX. i wil always rmb u man. the first time was.. i tink it was in 3AM during the form5 yaer 07' having their percubaan SPM or smth. den my class tables were used for the exam in the hall. and dat time, magazines came, so i wanted 2 skip her class. so i went out. help pn. Wendy. den do do do. distribute lo. den come 2 my class time, i bring back 2 my class. i rmb clearly i juz put the magz on the table and did not distribute YET. den she started saying dun distribute and all. not in a proper way. kinda loud lo. suak. den i sit down. she started 2 shout agn. alwiz this n dat. skip my class and all. dat was fking loud. seriously. she is juz a sucker. ugh. den another time was green hse practive 07' : she said she juz wan her green hse girls 2 b in the field playing. others pls leave, i was like FINE. BUT CAN U PLS TOK PROPERLY? we ain't ur dogs. siew wern was ther. she knew it also. so is poh lynn. every1 knew. since then nobody wants 2 go 2 green hse practice ANYMORE. so is this year. 1st hse practice for green hse (volleyball mia) no "strangers" wen. as in only the GREENnies in the field. see how stupid are U? ugh. 1more time . even shitter. walao. i was in the class asking her more juz 1mark. for me 2 get A2 for my English. ended up she shouting me a beggar and wat all. seriously toking u n her ah, make me use all bad words nia. bay syok sia. ugh. today also say my name. i do watever i like. is dat WRONG ? some of the "jobs" not i want eh k. mang keh gao gao stupid bitch . btw, i hope wew will pass her driving tml. so day fri she could fetch us around. =D GOOD LUCK WEI WEI!

sad?

i knew it. sure tio scolded frm ms. yeoh d eh. haih. help ppl also wrg. dont help i also feel bad. frens wert. if it wasnt someone close wit me, as in gt tok wan la. not like those i dont like or i dun talk to eh ppl la.. so ma help lo. now toh tio scold d. wat can i do? life's like this. whatever u do, think twice. the return may not be good. ho sim wu ho poh or ho sim bo ho poh? doing a good deed is good but hoping for no returns is the best. anyway cut the crap. i did wat i had to, it had returned with a lecture frm a tcher but life goes on. so? wat can i do? ask the girls 2 apologize or wat? no la of course. leave it behind and get going with life. spm is juz another few months. and time flies. better start revising now. or else i m so gonna diee.. but spending time on unnecessary things. doing tings which dont hav benefit 2 me. ahhh. stupid nia. today was just fine la. until dat hag said hse practice cancel. dat was teruk case~! walao. competition next week, u dun let us play, is wat now? tiau ti or wat. wan 2 kena sia. lema eh. juz nw drive veryn's kelisa. not bad lo.. XD i wan. bt nonid la. bro also never get, wen til me la. lol. i wan 2 earn money myself and get a car myself. bt cant wan. HAHA. also juz say nia eh. ckcbs. lol~ cakap song~ woo hoo. sad? yeah. morning plus the hse practice canceled. sometimes i felt wen u wanted 2 ask smth frm sum1, ask properly. ther is a hierarki wen u wan 2 do smth. its just ughh.. anyway today is tiring. cuz its tuesday. and this sat die liao. nid 2 go run merentas desa at padang polo. sure kalah teruk. HAHA. die die~ lols

stressed.

hey. what's up with me? i'm like so stressed now. today started with waking up and getting ready to school as usual. lol. my mom told me, my dad ki siau ytd. cuz my gp titi cough and luan. den my dad cant slp for several nights d. he's stressed and he's tired. plus this kind of ting reali can die man. hmmm. wat can i do? be more kuai la, rite? hahah! after i gt ready. i went school lor. mom fetched me, becuz it started raining liaoz.. everyting started 2 b kin chiong d. cuz the freaking hari koperasi. zzz. bt i m glad it's over now. ms. boey said a few things 2 :-
chuin hwa - reading too fast.
mei ting - walk here and ther.
li chen - stand and sit like so fast?
thats all i heard lo for now. hmmm. then after dat everyting goes back normal. shit man. our HM's hse all is fake plants. and none of them are real. so she doesnt noe how 2 water plants. lol. wen the penanaman pokok time she was like "macam ini betul ka?" sumore say her prayers gok. teruk case. den rain and stop and rain n stop. cuz help in koop. then , after sch i go eat lo, malay auntie's food. not bad la. but dam cheap. lol. hmmm. after dat warden meeting lo. den badminton. dam syok wen win the cousins. they dam keh gao gao wan. tink they so pro meh. i nonid 2 play, farhana alone can tahan both of them d lo. lol. pls la. mana wu ho liao. smash also just ok-ok nia. after badmin, i was on the way 2 the gate, ther was a conversation between HM and Pn. Ooi Poh Choo. it was SOMETHING like this la. i cant recal all.. bt main points is ther. lol
Pn. Ooi PC walking frm tcher's room to her car at 4sc1 class ther, i frm hall. HM frm her office out 2 her car outside. then it started wen ...
HM : OOI POH CHOO
PC : Ya cikgu.
HM : u blh pandu kereta ka?
PC : ya. blh. kenapa?
HM : x bahaya ka?
PC : boleh la.
and smth smth else . ON my Observation and Guess, she said dat cuz she see how PC walks. cuz her style of walking is kinda slow and she's veri systematic. and dats not HM 's prob also. keh gaogao eh. maleh. tink Pn. Ooi is wat. think we all chinese tak blh pakai a. dun b a racist. dun b another sucker. get the hell out of our sch la. make pn. koay, pn. soong all go 2 other sch.. sumore giv the Pn. B b discipline tcher. so kanasai. 4th day simply demerit ppl. crazy eh. 2 months( or other time) go operation. zzz. go la go la. go d dun come back la. bola . zzz. teach hist and bm lk shit. beta dun teach. no use eh u . haih. dat time ms yeoh go home, saw me, she say tml morning come find me in the off. this time sure die d la me. i tink its caused of ashley.denise.brenda's phone on last fri. i helped them 2 keep in my bike. now how? sure die d. i duno wat 2 crap d. die ma si die lo. one down another come up agn.

accounts~

long time din write liao. also blur ki.. hmmm. this few days getting hectic. grandpa stay in my hse.. its good for my mom bt its terrible for my dad. my grandpa keep on coughing make my dad cant slp.. how leh? wat to do. aiyo.. anyway.. today gt teknik menjawab prinsip akaun by mr. Ram. he's not bad. bt he looked fierce but instead, he's not. lol. he's indeed veri fun and this course were useful 2 me, compared to the sch tcher. lol? she's out of the topic man. hahaha. anyway. about the LCCI.. i am so interested. having extra certs help me lehs. xDD the turf club giv me 600 nia. sad sia. bt nvm le. beta den nth ma rite? lk veryn said. hmmm. well. according to dat guy, the papers are getting harder.. so.. wat to do? study harder lo. i must score eh. must do properly. spm ma. siau siau meh. he said SPM is Sijil Paling Mudah. lol. dat was a very good one. well 2 me, its tough. nowdays so many probs. home ah lidat, go out also lidat.. is ther anywher for me to juz sit back and relax myself? hardly can find a peace place. i hope everyting will b fine agn.

hmmm..

29th may.. stayed at g hotel, yy's bday. wakaka. 15 bottles of alcohols. LOL. erm. 2tuborg, 1jaz beer, 1tiger, rest carlsberg. xD hmmm.. 30th of may. lol funny sia. hmmm. sent mandy home and went ronda-ing , 2 find the cat i hit the other day =( hoping dat she or he is stil fine. sighs. 31st may, weird, ronda agn and sara kinda weird and fierce, idk wat hapened. hmmm. weird sia. anyway doesnt matter. now i noe which is her hse d. cuz i saw nikki with huoy vern. lol. omg sia see. today was good. not bad. hmmm.. thinking of dat, i had a very bad experince about saying something wrong... sigh. and it stil haunts me. anyway.. i wonder will my bday party worked out .. since there were smth i dont feel rite.

exams is over!

exams gonna end in a day. muahaha. tml gona watch mv after sch.. today was horrible. went for bak kut teh at lau fu zhi.. ltr on cant find wew cuz she duno turn which corner. den find lk idiot... ishx. tl sia. come back play poker.. challenge poker.. =.= kena strip man. half strip. so freaking teruk. yy gt slapped.. lol. alot. was very funny bt was teruk case 4 me. sigh sigh. anyway. . . so many tings gona on.. bdays.. partys.. outing.. and all. hmmm. i wonder would this holz gona be fun fer me.

accident and exams

Lists Of accidents i have Been Trough :
2nd october 2006 : a car hit me and it was 1st day for my PMR exams. i remembered clearly.. i turned 180degrees and straight sleep on the floor.. =X he was a P then .. he just accelerate when i was crossing the road. mother fucker. he stupid or blind. its just either one. =.=
25th dec 2006 (xmas eve) i fell down when i was playing with the spray, lol.. lameness me.
25th dec 2007 (xmas eve too) my fren fetch me n the bike "peng-ed" as we started. idk wat went wrg.
8th may 2008 (teruk) 1st dat mid term exam adi kena this shit. my bike ...zzz i was bouncing on cars for 2 times be4 i crash. isn't this a piece of shit? sigh man.
I had enuf, more then enuf experinces on accidents and i dowana get it anymore. somehow it feels like a series of unfortunate events =X. i even fell down n hurt my external kidney also got. sprained ankle for twice a year. i hope in future no more.
oh yea. i fell from the swing and bang my head 2 the bench. next day fever, so i was sent 2 the hospital. =.= =.= lo .. 5days kam pui there. my god. can die!!

sick. ugh

jus finished sch, got home, was rushing cuz the sky were dark and i was afraid it will rain. i dowana get wet sia. =S today was just fine. bt i was sick. morning woke up, nt feeling well, makes me dont wanna go sch bt i went cuz there was smth on. so i went. good girl sia =S lol. ended up eat porridge and vomited out back. when i'm sick, i must vomit, or else i gona b sick lk hell =.= . English is just suck as usual. with dat OLD LADY. it's nvn gonna b fun. that woman had did alot of stuff 2 me, its either directly or indirectly. dat i don't know. bt it doesnt matters anymore. she's a b!tch. more than dat. ugh. sick of her too.

5th May 2008

hey. i decided to start using blog today. so i can be considered as a newbie then. lol. I'm a dreamer i guess. i dream so much of all those luxuries and glamours. haha. ya la. crapping la. =.= today start crapping. soo what to crap? yesterday was sad? yeah. indeed very sad.. but nevermind. forget bout it. hmmm. 5th may is the day then xD stop here d la. >.<