EMO FOR A MONTH!

today. is. sunday. today. is. a. very. horrible. day. because. brenda. is. admitted. to. the. hospital. tomorrow. going. to. visit. her. gua. lol. then. it became worst wen mavis told me about the fahrenheit thinggy. don't know where the feelings just came into me. my heart cracked. emo. really emo this time. missed out their signatures. sighs. if that night 12smth, wew took us there, we still can get sia. lema. haiz. i dont care the next time they come i am for sure going. how long? mayb.. another four years? i guess. sighs. mavis a mavis. haiz. today nothing 2 do la. just maple like mad mad mad mad mad mad mad m. emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo!!!!!!!! roars. sien. somemore got QS din finish. grrr. stupid ogive and histograms. maple like mad. i think coming a few months i'm going 2 b bz sia. assignments, presentations, maple? , what other there? hmmm. i dont know. very blur and emo now. back 2 2 days ago, i planned 2 said something about me and my family. but ended i didnt. i didnt pick up all my courage to do so. so much to write. but too little time i have. maple ar maple. addicted. but slacking adi. hmmm. i am proud 2 say that it toock me 26days 2 become lvl 63. but i hope that 1month can get 3rd job.. seriously. i'll be proud of myself.. haha. stupid me >.< oh yea. i am for sure going the fahrenheit autograph session, even if it's someone's birthday, got class, or even my birthday la. watever event is it. zzzz. really fly me to the moon. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh. i will emo atleast for a week. T_T ok la. dont know what 2 write adi. now wan go and do my qs.. nights.

btw. i think this is so true. as for me scorpio mia. XD


ARIES - The Aggressive

Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relationships, and family is very important to an Aries. Aries are known for being generous and giving. Addictive. Loud. Always has the need to be 'Right'. Aries will argue to prove their point for hours and hours. Aries are some of the most wonderful people in the world. 16 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

TAURUS - The Tramp

Aggressive. Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight.
Fight for what they want. Can be annoying at times, but for the love of attention. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Good kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. A caring person. They can be self centered and if they want something they will do anything to get it. They love to sleep and can be lazy. One of a kind. Not one to mess with. Are one of the most attractive people on earth! 15 years of bad luck if you do not forward.


GEMINI - The Twin

Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners Very Good at confusing people... Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out. Gemini's will not take any crap from anyone. Gemini's like to tell people what they should do and get offended easily. They are great at losing things and are forgetful. Gemini's can be very sarcastic and childish at times, and are very nosey.
Trustworthy. Always happy. VERY Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE. 9 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

CANCER - The Beauty

MOST AMAZING KISSER. Very high appeal. A Cancer's Love is one of a kind. Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet in your life. Entirely creative Person, most's are artists and insane respectfully speaking. They perfected sex and do it often. Extremely random. An Ultimate Freak. Extremely funny and is usually the life of the party. Most cancers will take you under their wing and into their hearts where you will remain forever. Cancers make love with a passion beyond compare
Spontaneous. Not a Fighter, But will kick your ass good if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to! 12 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

LEO - The Lion

Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Usually happy, but when unhappy tend to be grouchy and childish. A Leo's problem becomes everyone's problem. Most Leos are very predictable and tend to be monotonous. Knows how to have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Very predictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

VIRGO - The One that Waits

Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. A pushover. Loves to gamble and take chances. Needs to have the last say in everything. They think they know everything and usually do. Respectful to others but you will quickly lose their respect if you do something untrustworthy towards them and never regain respect. The do not forgive and never forget the one and only. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward.


LIBRA - The Lame One

Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! However, not the kind of person you want to mess with... you might end up crying... Libras can cause as much havoc as they can prevent. faithful friends to the end. Can hold a grudge for years. Libras are someone you want on your side. Usually great at sports and are extreme sports fanatics. Kinda dumb at times. Are one of the most attractive people on earth! 9 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

SCORPIO - The Addict

EXTREMELY adorable. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Will try almost anything once. Loves to be pampered. Energetic. Predictable. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want. Attractive. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Loves to party but at times to the extreme. Loves the smell and feel of money and is good at making it but just as good at spending it! Very protective over loved ones. HARD workers. Can be a good friend but if disrespected by a friend, the friendship will end. Romantic. Caring.
4 years of bad luck if you do not forward.


SAGITTARIUS - The Promiscuous One

Spontaneous. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found. Loves being in long relationships. So much love to give. A loner most of the time. Loses patience easily and will not take crap. If in a bad mood stay FAR away. Gets offended easily and remembers the offense forever. Loves deeply but at times will not show it feels it is a sign of weakness. Has many fears but will not show it. VERY private person. Defends loved ones will all their abilities. Can be childish often. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in bed..!!! Not the kind of person you want to mess with- you might end up crying. 4 years of bad luck if you do not forward.


CAPRICORN - The Passionate Lover

Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Grouchy at times and annoying to some. Lazy and love to take it easy. But when they find a job or something they like to do they put their all into it. Proud, understanding and sweet.
Irresistible. Loves being in long relationships. Great talker. Always
gets what he or she wants. Cool. Loves to win against other signs especially Gemini's in sports. Likes to cook but would rather go out to eat at good restaurants.
Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Smart. 24 years of bad luck if you do not forward.


AQUARIUS - Does It In The Water

Trustworthy. Attractive. Kind. Great kisser. One of a kind, loves being in long-term relationships. Can be clumsy at times but tries hard. Can be shy most of the times. Will take on any project. Proud of themselves in whatever they do. Messy, and unorganized. Procrastinators. Great lovers, when their not sleeping. Good in bed. Extreme thinkers. Loves their pets usually more then their family. Can be quite irritating to others when they try to explain or tell a story. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. A great fighter, and will Knock your lights out. Are one of the most attractive people on earth! 2 years of bad luck if you do not forward

PISCES - The Partner for Life

Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. Messy at times and irresponsible! Smart but lazy. High appeal. Has the last word. Good to find, hard to keep. Passionate, wonderful lovers. Fun to be around. Too trusting at times and gets hurt easily. Lover of animals. VERY caring, make wonderful nurses or doctors. They always try to do the right thing sometimes get the short end of the stick. They sometimes get used by others and hurt because of their trusting. Extremely weird but in a good way. Good Sense of Humor!!! Thoughtful. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet. Good friend to other but need to be choosy on who they allow their friends to be. 5 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

to : XXX

Miss XXX.

I'm touched with your post. i just don't know why. It seems you've caught a simple piece of my heart there though. maybe it's the memories i've missed. we'll never go through this again, i guess. perhaps? maybe no.. chances are low~ but i do enjoy my self there. although it was embarrassing there. but it was really fun. great deal of fun. never been so much fun after so many days . but really paiseh la. in front of xxxx and xxxx there. you know? they're like seldom go redbox and we go red box but RARELY i turned into this mode. haha. fun yet weird. haha. so much I've missed! i miss i miss and i miss. i really do miss it! just wish i could turn and stop the time. just repeat those years. to another miss ...................................... i wanted to thank you for telling me that advice the other day. really did remind me alot of things and touched me. I'll go on and live as in. wholesome one. XD I live to dream and dreams kept me surviving. Dreams, Here I come. werruuuummmm~~

YY's birthday.

today. woke up early, wen 2 the market with mom. got some stuff, had breakfast then i went school. it was teacher's day. there are some photos take :: bla bla bla. bianca, cy and mt also went. we were talking 2 pn. ooi, pn. teh. and stuff. then bla bla. performance. lol. i had videos for rachel I and gayathri's dance. can ask me 2 send if u wan. =) photo are posted here. XD

The Teachers playing musical chair. was rough! pn. kt pushed
a girl and got another girl pushed her also. lol.

This girl here is having fever. and this shot is taken by her Ai Ren.

Her Ai Ren again.

Mavis take eh. zzz

I'm not sure whether it was Jojo or Rachel Lai. lol

The Colour like so fake. =.=

Rachel... i will remember you!

SK n CY

=.= people. haha

Group Photo!

Group Photo2!

Group Photo3!

Pn. Jessie! our beloved sejarah teacher! XD
She's a very nice teacher =D

Me, Jasmine,Chuin,Cy,LeanNee a.k.a. my MOTHER!

Li chen dont let us take her photo. >.<see joe mun n darylene. XP

Poh Lynn is the Birthday GIRL!

The EX-Cptarians.Only Rachel alone is clear. =.=All blur~Rachel in yeng-ness. hahaha.
GAYA!!!!!!!!! hahaGaya's dance! XD

THE MOST OUTRAGEOUS THING I DID TODAY.
we went to the beach. had a lil beer. then er. went 2 cy's place.
we wanted 2 enter her house. but sands all RIGHT!!!!
so we cleaned our legs. i mean not WE. was ME..
CLEANING YY'S SISTERS AND YY'S FOOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
omfg. that sounds omfg? seriously . i've nvn thought of that.
for me, myself also is touched. haha. hahahahaha. omg omg omg . =.=
exaggerate. =.= then played cards a while and went home.
hmmmm. bored now. blogging and off to sleep soon~ tired.

This is the most outrageous thing i did. it's like i never thought of it before. NEVER. but. somehow, i did it. haha. surprisingly and everyone was shocked. including me. xD

1 day to YY and PL 's birthday. XD

hey hey. lazy 2 update these days. busy chiong-ing maple with yy. XD hmmm. what 2 say .yesterday is like the worst day ever. i got selected as the class rep (sort of half class monitor cuz there's another guy too) damn the TDM. =.= the moment she flip 2 pages i know it was my class and i had a bad feeling adi. manatau. suey aer. see her pun sien. but ok la her class. accounting ma. LOL. but i m really not satisfied with the selection! LOL. cuz its not a tutorial class which is just like 20 over people. this is lecture! which is like 8 class combined tgt! roughly about 150people and above. ZZZ. sien. tml is yy's birthday. going redbox and stuff.. yesterday also red box. i think i shouldnt have went ytd. hmmm. dont know why. ahhh. tml is also teachers day.. dont know if me, cmt and cy can go anot. zzz sien. thats all la. wont b updating this few days. wanna chiong a! maple maple maple! >.< wen i got bored of it, i'll be back! haha ~

First day of college.

omg. today my class starts d.. my freedom is taken back again. T_T haha. emo sia. it's either you do it or u dont. lol. well. today brenda messaged me at 6.45 telling me that evana is in the star papers. we all waited for the whole week and there's none. LOL. and yet wen she see then got already XP ahhh. she's is 1 of the malay inside tarC. lol. seldom malays/indians go there. cuz less are there. haha. bored. but i have a target to achieve. =) and i will. stick that in my mind and go for it. =D thats all for now. 9.40 am. better get going. =)

thanks to wew.

seriously thanks to her birthday. brought me much happiness in life. the screaming in red box released alot of things inside me for quite some time. =) thanks wei wei~ so much thoughts in my mind that i kept inside me.. never told anyone before.. but is there really much in my head ? or it's just i'm thinking too much? maybe i'm thinking too much. i dream a lot. all those unexpectable and impossible.. lol. everyday i tell myself that i wanted to be success in my life.. but will I ? i am waiting excitedly now. i want to success but, success doesnt just drop down by it self. i have 2 work it out. but how? i don't want to be called a useless again. do you know how much i am offended with that word? you said I'm useless. well. i dont think that's it. i will be more success than you. i will. and i will make sure that i am. i will. you just wait and see. this grudge in me will never end. this spirit is everlasting. i will prove it to you. not just nice cars and big houses. i will make it more than that! i am sure about this. the feeling is getting stronger every time i think about it. remember what i SAID. as for me, i tell myself everyday! EVERY NIGHT!

wew's birthday

yesterday was wew's birthday la. we went redbox and then go for movie. and THANKS WEW! my 1st time driving out myself is thanks 2 u cause u dont have car 2 use !! HAHA! whew~ after movie, wew,sara,bird,yy came 2 my hse 2 wait for cy then we went 2 the beach 2 eat drumsticks,given by yy's dad =.= lol. and had her absolute vodka. hahaha. and also we bought some beers lar. hmmm. there are some photos there. wew is in genting now. she went there just 2 stay at the hotel. great isn't it? =D

lol. dont know what else 2 post already. haha

yy doing stupid stuff again.

=.=Yy trying be superstar. haha
Sara and YY with her post =.=

That's about all then..
then er, on the 16th,
was funny-ier LOL.
my "mummy" ahem ahem. (dots dots dots) tooot...
kenot say. private. hahaha
that's all for now.
Good Nights. =)

so much of the happenings.

10days ago, hc's uncle opened a new coffee shop at northern road there. its called Metro Cafe.. like a disco at the night. lol. the decorations at the tree >.<
then er. other than that nothing much la. dont recall much. was tired of mapling. managed 2 lvl till lvl 41 in 6six / 1 week.. (i forgot) lol. wait i check later on. xD
hmmm. today watched sniper with yy n wew at pm. it suckED. not the movie, the movie was okay la. but at the middle of the mv, i finished my wedges and i threw it on the ground next 2 me la, as there will b cleaners cleaning up right! XD then suak. suddenly the plastic like moving, and the plastic sounds man. i was liek WTF?! OMFG?! i quickly swapped my seat next 2 wew...
as our seating was -wew-yy-sk- ... it became sk-wew-yy. then after the movie, i went 2 the side and waited them. wew was rushing because she was tahaning her pee. lol. so was me. as the cinema were chilly. =.= ahh. later on we had dinner at red garden.. i kena yong tau hu rm10. -.- i will nvn eat there again man! wtf! grrr. potong bebek angsa. then actually we had nothing 2 do sowe ronda la.. i planned 2 bring wew go QB there and then U turn back lo.. manatau me n yy (she realised wen we are at the beginning of the jelutong express. . . ) then she know lar.. i wanted 2 bring her go qb there. lol. then WTF?! we terus SHOOT till BUTTERWORTH. shit. wew was exploded. i mean BOOM! PAU CHA. me n yy terus silent mode. kena mute. was sweating there. wew was like speeding there and i was sweating and sweating there. almost a towel was wet!! cuz i sitting in front ma. then i am used 2 see ppl brake from far.. manatau she speeding duno how many 60 or 80 till like 5M she oni started 2 brake. i was like fuck la. gone d. lema. then nvm until bm we went 2 the wrong u turn back 2 PG. terus go perai khi. shit lo. then suak. went 2 the petronas and ask for directions lar. i dowana b lost there?! T_T at the toll then wew ok d.. she come tell us she's not angry us d.. cuz she's not lost i guess.. hmmm. that's all bah.. so much on my head now. there's 1 chinese saying ... do lesser = lesser wrong.. do more = more wrong.. dont do = no wrong. isit true? i'm really stuck here. what am i doing? planning for outings right? WHATEVER i planned they wont go. FINE. its okay u know. just tell me. TELL ME. I DONT LIKE YOUR PLANS. dont worry. i wont BUG u for YEARS. you know. i REALLY MEAN IT. seriously. its like.. plan lar. plan lar. my ass lar. watever plan also never work eh lar. next time really dont call me d la. i'm really tired and sick of these. esp some other parts of it. do you know how much it hurts? sigh. dont worry la i will never do it again. i wont plan for anything. i just WAIT 2 be CALLED or DONT call me. i'm fine with it lar. nonid call me nevermind eh. i dont mind =) learn 2 accept the facts of life right? sickening. what i'm writing here might not be who i'm writing to. its just an expression. 1 more thing is, i hate being un-replied. if u just baysyok come tell me lar. i wont mix wit u go out also. sometimes it hard u know? have 2 act good there. really tired of this shit. good night. thats all for NOW. off to maple.

3 - 5 - 09

its late now. but i still have some thoughts on my head. it's been bugging me for quite some time. i have a question in mind. are you guys still the same like last time? Do you think so? as for me. i think no. even if ur attitude had changed , i would stil recognize you. but now? i dun even understand u. its was just a short time but yet, so much changes. could i be wrong ? i still hope that i'm wrong. i dont know you anymore. you're not the same person i've known. its different. the feelings are different . i really miss those times man. and it will never be it! will things get better? wait. or am i falling behind things? or should i say i would choose that i dowana accept the fact? but to avoid it. it's really confusing . everything i once known .. seems so new 2 me. seems 2 b a stranger. an outsider. could someone bring me back 2 the track or least, tell me what have i done wrong? help me. save me. everything's changing. i'm going 2 suffer myself if i keep on going like this. sigh. that's all in my mind now.. nights.

Say 5 : 28/4/09

We left hotel around 8smth9. i think. then around 11.42 we left and went to the Gong Bei Station.. just 5 minutes of walk and we have reached Macau. xD We waited quite some time due 2 the long queue. 10days of break for labour day. omg. After that we had lunch at a terrible place. service was terrible. food was okay. people were like rivers! the waitress even ask people 2 leave as u have finish already. very bo akai. then er the toilet worst. got 1 lady really go use the door-less toilet. i was suprised back there. but it's common as the people in china is okay dealing with door-less toilets or tissue-less. >.< We also bought a soya bean and "tau fu fa" there. Later we went 2 the VENETIAN VILLAGE. It's the best combination ever. Hotel + Casino + Shopping Complex!!! the design is OMFG. total indescribable. Currently its the largest casino in asia. the sky there was like real. if you people are planning to go macau, this is a MUST-TO-GO place. just admire the art there. you'll love it. Then we left there and went 2 the airport. we had out "Pou Tat" (Portugal Egg Tarts) it was delivered that as the tour guide said. lol. fresh and nice. ahhh. heavenly. lol. i dun eat egg tarts but this had changed my mind. lol.. Thats the end of my journey..

these are my thoughts and feelings so so ... was happy but also unhappy for being foolish. i was sad cuz i couldnt join my friends at gurney on the saturday .. as yokesh are leaving right? i missed the fun.. goodbye yokesh. i hope 2 see u soon too. =) ahhh.. now i wanna go taiwan. xD greedy me. thats all for now. its late. got to get back 2 my dreams. nights. =)

Day 4 : 27/4/09

Left hotel at 7.30AM. Leaving for Chu Hai. we went 2 see the mermaid there. was unique la. the path was covered with sea water as the sea level was high.. only could take some shots by zooming. then we went 2 eat breakfast. the service was good. we bought some "lou por peng" there. then we went 2 a temple. idk what temple izit. couldnt recall back.. Then lunch again.. after lunch we went 2 a shop where its like a black stall. all kinds of branded u can find there. considered as a shop selling fake branded stuff but its like real though. HMMM. i bought a bag n a wallet there. back then i'm regreting for buying it NOW. fu*k ugh. but also not cheap errr. LV(s), Gucci(s), bla bla. The shop is like what u seen on movies. lol. hidden shop behind a cupboard and stuff like that. lol. We had our massage there then we had dinner then we left for the Chinese Aerobis thing. idk what is it called. ugh. Later after the show, we went to the Underground City, "Ti Xia Chen" where the shopping complex is underground. we bought four pairs of shoe.. lol. 1 for mummy,1 for big bro, 1 for another bro and 1 for me. lol. damn cheap sia. Now its already 12.47A.M in the hotel. was tired. should be sleeping now.. Nights.

Day 3 : 26/4/09

Today left hotel around 7.40. The wind there was nice. chilling and comfortable. hmmm. Maybe september my mom coming with my brother >.< baysyok lo. HAHAHA. i come already what.. so what? XP Now we are going for breakfast.. eat dim sum.. The food was okay la.. got ..
1 : porridge.
2 : fried bee hoon (where the bee hoon are thick and hard.. =.=)
3 : a cendol ball or something..
4 : spring roll .
5 : char siu pau.
6 : chee cheong fun.
7 : pai kut.
8 : chicken leg.
After finishing our meal.. we went 2 the restrooms. it was Terrible back there. 2 out of 5 was out of order. thanks to the unconsiderable people who poo-ed there. zz.
now we're leaving to the temple called "Wong Tai Sin" my mom did prayed there and stuff. there were alot of people there. later we left and went to Jewelery CIty. my mom bought me a necklace. Unexpected-ly. omg~ Then 2 the chinese medical place there. Now we are on the way to Disneyland. It was shivering there. The best moment there was that my mom sit the "roller coaster" with me. the space ship thing. hahahaha. at 7.30pm , everyone were waiting for the fireworks.. when the fireworks came.. everyone was like "wa wa wa wa and so." there was 1guy next to me.. idk who lai la. was so annoying. wa from beginning till the end. damn annoying man. oh yea. we watched the 6pm "Festival of Lion King" too. 8.15 we left there and going to "The Ladies's Street - a.k.a. Lui Yan Kai. nothing to buy lol. wouldnt dare 2 ask cuz if u ask for discount... and u didnt buy, u will ended up get scolding. lol. my camera's memory already full. i have 2 delete some of it >.< Tonight we stayed at Regal Hotel..

The End..