today???

today is like a day where i felt very guilty to myself.. for not doing my work properly. it's like i'm slacking for more than a month and seriously, this one month plus, i dont think i really learnt anything in tarC. hmmm. feeling such a failure. as u can see, the scholarship holders there are like working there and i'm like a super slacker there.. just do nothing but copy answer. wat the fcuk man. sad. wew is working very hard these days. thinks she's very pia mann. haha. whichever. :/ it's really confusing. i've lost my interest in studying.. the hopelessness is coming back again. ahhh. no determination , no objectives , no goals , nothing to push me . sad.

today?

i've three photos of my lecturer.. LOL. really cute kay.

This is Muthukumaran for hubungan etnik..

This is Lim Boon Leong for Microeconomics. The worst subject ever...
and this is like the cartoon version cause i adjusted
the brightness to the max. cause at first it looked dark..

Then.. these are some pictures of us during a treasure hunt in Tesco Extra Seberang Jaya.

Before the hunt started...
shit.. i look retarded.

During the hunt. >.<That checkpoint give us the wrong clue man.After the Hunt. that's muthu..The team...

My LADY GAGA FREN. HAHA. THE LONG AND CURLY VERSION. LOL!

SHE'S THE BIRD ! MUAHAHAHA.

tomorow

got microeconomics test and i m still going out. stil slack ler. cant get my attention to studies. where did they went to? much thoughts and hopes though. :/ i wonder if i could even crap in micro. its not just even common sense. i need some understandings also ma. sumore skipped two class. sure die. :) for sure. wat can i do? lost my interested. could i just ignore those subjects. and and qs! the only lecturer which dressed decently and trendyly. :D she's good and cute. LOL. they wa she talks funny la. just like pn. chen. hahaha. reminds me back to secondary. i had a few journals wrote there. wonder what could b the grades. :/ got to go, going out for a short while for a drinks with frens. with pyjamas! haha

the night.

today is a beautiful day. i have such feelings wen i'm in microecons tutorial. its weird. that feeling was that i must work hard and i should. the kiasu-ism LOL! fuck tard thinggy. lol! watever la. volleyball was nice. i dun really like my team =.= stupid "captain" watever konon la. zzz. fuckface. then was nice la. my hand is with poccodots agn. zz. sienz. ahh tired but not really tired. maybe tomorrow or sunday. nowdays i feel energizzeeeeeeeeee. lols. eh wait. that dude asked me to join the college team. i really want to la. but the time is a lil out of time. wed n thurs 7.30 - 10 PM.. wtf? so late u know. can die eh! but depends ler. hmmm. then bla bla. dinner at home then cy called me and go irc at 9pm. this time she's punctual XP really not bkc d. i think she's improving her timeline. XP er. at irc. alot of crappo crappo stuff. got 2 red faces, because of a black shirt guy .. er my brother la. hahaha. hahahha. the 2 red faces really went red. lol! really funny wei! i will never forget them .. seriously. funny till u kenot stop laughing! haha. they know. i know. we knowS! hahahahaha!

outing with the bitches. XD

today went to tutorial classes as usual. then skipped lim boon leong's microeconomics. worst sub of the sem. lol. then went redbox. was extremely funny. haha. wont forget the moment, i dont wanna miss one thing. XD was funn. yy saw sabrina. bla bla. then we went to find cy lo. wait, missed out one thing! in redbox, we got caught for bringin in outside food! lol! seriously funny. actually it was yy and wew. lol haha. cute isn't it? xP tired and restless. >.< ahh. my journals that i wrote during english. cute. really did gossip bout one guy there. he was sitting next to me. but this time, it's not talk behind his back. is beside him. i think he saw. LOL! but doesnt matter. i dont really like him anyway. reall toodoo. XP am i really happpy or am i making a fool of myself today? i dont even know. couldnt decide. =/ somebody save me XP

ABC!!

this few days alot had happened. it's really bothering me. bla bla bla . jump to the point. yesterday, went to class as usual. then came home, then ran off to find ln n lc at ln's house~ then. came home had dinner then go out again. go to cy's place. then we was supposed 2 go to tanjung bungah pasar malam. but we ended up running everywhere. to good all, then 2 gurney drive hawker centre there. and guess what?! we saw a super duper HOT! ABC ther! seriously. lc even licked him LOL. and the whole car was like wow!!!!! omg. he's really sexy. >.< then there was no parking , so we went to bee hooi. even saw cy's kf there. LOL! i bet she's gonna beat me. haha. anyway, at there we were the loudest, even the bee hoon th'ng uncle said.. =.= then we went 2 cy's place. i left around 11.40 smth. then i think they left around 12.30. lol. wen i got home i got scolded . zzz. cy la. dowan fetch me. haha. anyway, they were doing french medicure there. lol. with our pro lc there. hahaha. yesterday was fun. oh ya . and and and last 2 night, we went to metro. had 3big bottles of heineken. XP thats all. i'm off to class. =X

Pictures of Brenda in HOSP.

She doesnt look like one sicklings. Lol. she's even like enjoying there. receiving gifts from people. lol. except for there fact that there's no WiFi there. lol. here. proof.

Cam Dit.

See the stitch there. it was given by her ai ren. XD

stitchy. hahaha

lol

Ashley's creation. lol. she wanted 2 scare the nurse? haha. cute

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Randoms.

a Pict of group study in island plaza. "playground" =.=

There's me and my mummy. XD

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Some Photos of Lucky girl. xD

After I cut her FURS. xD

When wew and yy came to overnight that night. lol.Adorable, isn't she? XD

Outing with the pok poks!

yesterday went 2 penang bowl with cy, lc and jo. lol. wen we reached there, there's no place. haha. sumore we dont wanna wait. so ended up just went there and sit there. . . and the four of us took out our IC(S) to take photo. haha. lc was the cutest. XD then we went 2 goodall. the same thing again! we ate and bla bla then we play with ic again. lol. we order O Chien mai O. LOLz. funny sia. was funny. here are the photos of the IC[S] XD

Jo was playing with my phone.

LC~

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LC with Lucky XD

LC and Lucky two~

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stubborn?

i feel stubborn today. extremely. lost my mood. feels lifeless. hmmm. maybe today it's a nightmare to me. at the age of 18, EIGHTEEN, only i plucked away my last baby tooth. now i'm toothless. sad. really sh-t la. sigh. dont know what else could i do. why didnt i realize it like 3years ago? haha. dont know pun la. it didnt came off by itself ma. how am i supposed to know right? sad la sad la. heartbroken. then. hmmm. what else. mummy told me something that's on my mind since a few days ago. i've thought of it over and over again. i think it should time already. after so long. and the main reason was that, it wasnt she who invited me at the first place. whichever la. i'm going for the sake of fun and my friends, a'ight? i dont know what else to say. i'm blur and mood-less today. dont even know how to smile. not at all.

confused?

haha. suddenly yesterday go find my brother's computer and searched for a few old songs like : carpenters : close to you, baby bash, george benson and so. its nice. suddenly i was touched by the songs. and really confused of my self through the lyrics. maybe i've been into the lyrics. i think i might have a good imagination. cuz watever i've heard, i'll imagine the scene rightaway. haha. funny yet weird. ahh. the song, joey mcintrye - stay the same. it's even worst. i almsot burst into tears. but i've held them. i wont shed a tear. no more. owh yeah, mavis's ai ren was admitted into GMC on sunday, maybe discharged tomorrow,citrus peribus! HAHAHA. my microeconomics. >.< sienz . the worst lecture ever~ zzzz. the lecture i liked most is Quantitative studies. because the teacher is cute! really damn cute. because the way she teaches, really like pn. chen' twin. kind of funny there. haha. everyday wew say me ki siau after class. zzz. but i do admit. i laughed by myself. just to make her laugh. but i ended up become real laughing =.= weird isn't it? i just dont know. i enjoy laughing now days. my laughters makes me happy, but i dont really feel happy. =/ i dont know what's on my mind. but seriously. i am not happy. i am not statisfied. what is life all about? i want to know. =] time to change. time to work hard. my determinations maybe strong. but i may need something else. it doesnt feels right to be like this. ahhh. i dont know. well. i would wanna say something good now. mavis is a pervert. pervert is mavis. so in short mavis = pervert. XD she knows why. in her blog. XD ngekngek. i stil wanna thank rachael for advicing me the other day. really made my determination stronger. i wont fail. i wont fall. i will pick up what I've lost. i will take everything back. i'm turning into evil. perhaps. xD