confused?

haha. suddenly yesterday go find my brother's computer and searched for a few old songs like : carpenters : close to you, baby bash, george benson and so. its nice. suddenly i was touched by the songs. and really confused of my self through the lyrics. maybe i've been into the lyrics. i think i might have a good imagination. cuz watever i've heard, i'll imagine the scene rightaway. haha. funny yet weird. ahh. the song, joey mcintrye - stay the same. it's even worst. i almsot burst into tears. but i've held them. i wont shed a tear. no more. owh yeah, mavis's ai ren was admitted into GMC on sunday, maybe discharged tomorrow,citrus peribus! HAHAHA. my microeconomics. >.< sienz . the worst lecture ever~ zzzz. the lecture i liked most is Quantitative studies. because the teacher is cute! really damn cute. because the way she teaches, really like pn. chen' twin. kind of funny there. haha. everyday wew say me ki siau after class. zzz. but i do admit. i laughed by myself. just to make her laugh. but i ended up become real laughing =.= weird isn't it? i just dont know. i enjoy laughing now days. my laughters makes me happy, but i dont really feel happy. =/ i dont know what's on my mind. but seriously. i am not happy. i am not statisfied. what is life all about? i want to know. =] time to change. time to work hard. my determinations maybe strong. but i may need something else. it doesnt feels right to be like this. ahhh. i dont know. well. i would wanna say something good now. mavis is a pervert. pervert is mavis. so in short mavis = pervert. XD she knows why. in her blog. XD ngekngek. i stil wanna thank rachael for advicing me the other day. really made my determination stronger. i wont fail. i wont fall. i will pick up what I've lost. i will take everything back. i'm turning into evil. perhaps. xD