#375

24/10/2011 a day to remember all the pain. I didnt regret much doing it. Just regret i said wrongly, should have said accidently. Dumb sk. I just want u all to ignore me. Fuck it.

#374

I dont giv a fuck about it. I wanna go so badly. But it seems like no one and nothing is supporting me to go. Ohmygod. I need help. From buddha. Idk whats going on with me now. I just hope i sleep now and i will never wake agn. Idk. My heart aches so much that i could really feel the pain. Heart crashing . Crushed. Smashed. Dead. Not alive. And the tears from my eyes just couldnt really stop. Damn. I feel like cutting myself now. a scar to remember how much pain i feel now. Oh my buddha. I could barely move my legs also. Sigh

#373

Omg. Emotional? Mood swing? Happy five minutes then kena tembak one minute. Straight low morale ki. Yea lA. Made decisions recklessly? No i did not. I did it bcuz i want to. =( haih
Omg. Why?

#372

I dont know whats going on with me! =O i felt so frustrated and so annoyed! Especially when there's someone who irritates me! Argh! Annoying people. Why dont u ppl jz grow up? And now i am in my room, feeling lk crying. Idk why. But thats jz how i feel now. Probably this os what happen when u miss someone too much. U get mad so easily? Idk. Omg. I feel so annoyed now. But at the same time, i miss you, so much. just wanna see u, even if its just a glance. Idk whether this is love or lust but, i am sure i wanna see u smile =) be there when u need ears, shoulders or even be ur punching bag. I am willing to do anything for u i guess. Imishyou~ saranghaeyo. =)

#371

Ahhhhhhhh. I am in love. I want you! Yes you! Argh. U're so adorable. >.< i just wanna hold u tight n nvr let u gooooooo! I am under ur spell. I wil rmb the stuff u said last night. =) saranghae~

#370 =O

Oh my. I am in love. I dont know whether did u cast a spell on me or smth but i so in love with u. So stuck. U r sooooo omg. What else can i say. I just want to spend more time with u. See u. And just see u. By looking at u makes me happy,and ur smell! They are so mesmerizing. I am stuck! =O roaars. I want u but i know i will not have u, cuz u r unreachable. Ugh! Still misses u although i have just seen u ytd. Help! And u r the reason i like snsd, no no as in thr reason who made me watch snsd. Then i start feel that they r special. Just lk u! =)