tired.

i'm sick and tired of this. well. i dont know where 2 start. it's realli tiring these days. meeting up with my frens lk harder den anyting else. yeah. i've understand that all of us may hav our different paths. yeah i noe it. frm the beginning. zzz. but wat else can we do rite. like the other day. me,hc,wew and bird had dinner at lao fu zhi-bak kut teh there. then no plan. so wanna find cy after dat bt bird's dad wants the car. so we ma started cracking out our head see if there's any trasport. but ended up. stil the same. so no point la. ended up wew got angry. fine lo. the next day rachel illangovan ask 2 go for lunch on friday so i tot ok la can meet up with them. ended up, wew dowana go. ltr say wanna help her mom/aunty (either la) . its like if u reali wanted 2 go, u wouldnt wanna say dat kind of tings. jz a lunch nt a funeral/wedding diner/ formal dinner or stuff like that. wat for wan every1 2 go. whoever can go jz go la. ugh. seriously. i'm giving up this frenship. its so hard 2 communicate with them. no point la. anymore plans dont call me la. i rather not know. RATHER NOT KNOW. i m SICK of it. fucking shit. last minute cancel. or not dowan go tu lan. seriously. this few days happen so many unexpected tings making me 2 tink back alot of unnecessary tings. anyway, bout the hse practice n vb practice i went.. it was fun becuz i had my chance 2 sweat. yeah long time din exercise dy. since last year. my body and muscles all kean liao. =.= what to do. yeap. now i'm looking forward for the merentas desa on the 14th feb.. xD i hope blue house wins. =)