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er? er? er? back 2 few days ago i had nightmares and stuff lidat. the nightmares really did scare my butt off man. ugh. way 2 horrible! aiks. cy's bday is coming.. what suld i giv her ? =X culdnt think much though.. as idk wat she likes XP i just asked her izit okay if i bring heineken for her as present. hahahahaha. XD din see her reply yet. hmmm. wew's going hk this wed, elaine and melissa is going back aussie this wed, and my bro's fren is going back on wed TOO. =.= why all go back on wed eh. ish. today is crap. jz nw bring lucky go vivi and poopoo.. her poopoo fly kena my foot and HAIR!?!?!?!?! =.= T_T seriously my hair just got dry not long and omg. crap shit. wat is this?! but nt her fault la. i stupid also eh. sigh. she shited then i threw her paper 2 lapik her shit eh manatau she shit agn then i take a stick and push it in, just in case ppl steppped on it! but ho si bo ho po. KEK SIM toh wu la. haiz. kinda confused now. is there more? loving someone which u couldnt love that person brightly is tough indeed. =X the moments is really so mesmerized. xD i wonder when will the karisma book b released this year. xD oh yea. ytd gamble till 6am. =.= win lose win lose ended up lose back. sad. T_T playing poker is much more strategy game than any other gambling game. i really hope wew will go cruise then go try out there. XD si kiau kui. hahaha. idk why i lk gamble also. mayb its becuz i felt everything in life is like a big or small. u buy big it may come out big or small. everything has a 50-50 chances. u nvn try , u wont noe. =X haha. what am i thinking ? i dun even know myself now. just take everything that occurs like that. hmmm. what am i suppose 2 do? er? er? er? ....