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well. after looking at her blog. i felt sorrow. well. i dont know much. but i'm curious. not being busybody but i'm concerned about her. well. we are all friends wei. i hope that you would speak it out to someone else. =) just talk it all out. hmmm. interesting. i realize the bond between the m11 mates are getting stronger. i hope there are more outings, to strengthen the bond even more. and till years or decades before it fades. these memories are precious. valuable. untouchable. =) but. can be felt in everyone's heart. and i believe every thing we did together, will leave a soft touch in everyone's heart. =) well. i hope there are more plans. seriously. i'm a hong so kia. i like going out. i dont like staying at home. i dont know why. maybe home makes me not me. =S it doesnt give me the feeling i wan. not that i expect. at least, some warmth? no. totally. so i dont care. live with it. now. i care everyone around me. i want everyone around me to be happy. =) if they are, and i am. if i could make a person smile, i could feel it with my heart, i mean the happiness came right from my heart. i could feel it. it's really nice making someone smile =) a smile can mean a lot. or at least, it could say that, i'm happy cause you .............. . lol. well. i dont think i am superb in organizing stuff. but i do hope people will cooperate with me when i organize stuff. maybe somehow, i like to do things alone. maybe thats a habit? i dont trust people when doing important stuff? everyone has to be done by myself? or am i a workaholic. whatever it is. i;m happy organizing stuff when i see people around happy with it. IF THE PLAN WORKS! whatever la. i dont know what i am talking about. lols. roars. and yeah. life sucks. it's awful. taste like shit.