o.o

woots. suddenly at this very moment, i felt i'm just another faker. so fake, so fake ... O.O i dont know if i'm real again, but feelings tells me, i'm not. and now listening to rihanna's russian roulette, even emo. and just now as i was riding my bike under the drizzling rain, i was trembling and shaking. it's really really really cold out there. and i dont want this feeling ever again. o.O and i dont want to have this cold and lonely feelings ever again. fake-nya-aku.. o.o.... at the same time, i feel so disappointed about something. but i'm not really sure about it. God please do guide me. lighten my path. =)