o.O

i dont know i just have this feeling. it's not the same anymore. it's not like the one i once knew. it's so different. sigh. either i had changed, or the people in it has changed. i dont know. wouldnt make a guess as well. or rather, people grow old as thing changes as well. sigh. now it's just a place for a fw main purposes. sleep. eat. bath. that's all? where's the intimacy and the warmness? all gone? i dont know whether it's me who had changed and i dont feel anything about it. not even a thing. it's just sad. sigh. this is also the main reason i choose to leave. i couldnt take it anymore. and now, i would like to thank all my dear classmates and friends more making it alive once again. ahhh. and and. CONGRATULATIONS to my dearest brother and sister in law =) i dont know what else to say. my emotions is so mixed up. o.O so confused. someone please come and lighten my road! o.O! so tiring and restless!