roars

screammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm* guess i can't post anything in facebook's status dy. o.O anyway, thanks to a sue,wew and shirly lo. =) thanks for the one hour plus there. i dont know what else to say. the problem is not at anyone else. the problem is in me. i am that type of people that is so stubborn and goes for savage ways to release my inner issues. aiya. i dont know what else to say d. better stfu o.O yes. yes. i finally remembered by i shouldn't post my status in fb just like that. the reason is, i dont wanna be another him. itu orang macam kurang ajar sikit. tau tak hang? kasih hg sempoi baru tau. argh. annoying ass. roars. what else is on my mind now? quite alot. been thinking that incident ever since yesterday. quite, er, don't know. i just don't let go things so easily. i dont forget people. i dont forget words that had already entered my heart and straight to my heart. just one small touch. boom* quickly. wooooo. . if you ask me to pretend nothing had happened, sorry i couldn't do that. perhaps sue know me la. since that time we had an, er, misunderstanding? i think it took about a week or so to rub it off. i think things will get better as time goes by, but no matter how long, it will still be in my mind. it doesnt stop and it pops. =.= and i am not angry of anyone at the first place. seriously. i am not angry of whoever. no. i am not. nope. i am not. no no no and no. i was just fed up of myself. there's no relation in you guys. o.O i'm stupid. i guess? or rather, i am too stubborn. well. that's my attitude. dear bloggie, lol. the reason i am writing to you is because i want to read back the foolish moments of my life when i am a teenager. well. i am sick of living. o.O if 2012 is real then it might be a good thing to me? another new beginning. o.O ok la.i am crapping. but the fact is, i find no reason for me to be happy of. failure.disappointments. disagreements. sadness.crappyme. woots. when can i regain my conscious. thanks to that girl who made me lost my analytical attitude. i used to see things transparently. i can read people's mind by looking at their eyes and body language. at least for that moment i know what is that person thinking and so. but u ruined it. all thanks to you! bloody fool. PS. this is another person. that we all know. this is old issue. not this sem's issue. lalalala. should i say life rocks or sucks?