what nonsense is this? LOL

what else could i say? it's just a simple burdensome title. i am not one of the best players in class, neither one of the 'well done' group. i am just another black rose among the red roses. i always feel left out. so left out, so lonely. this world is just so cruel. play with the rules or play with the game? your choice, your call. do it or die. what's life all about actually? we were born, then live, grow older and get aged with the old sickness then lastly, die. dead.dead.dead. then again. the cycle will just repeat until blabla.. you know. i am tired of this games. i felt meaningless. lost interested in studies. okay lah whatever lah nonsense i know. (right uncle red? lol) i duno wth i am talking but seriously i feel so dumb aat this moment, why didnt i try harder? why? cause and effect. they are always together. wat were the causes ? i duno. stil havent figured it out yet.. woots. effect? kao sai la. celaka. i wan to &*(&$#%*(*&^%$#@@#$%^&*((*&^%$#$)(*&^%$!!! okay. i need a break. ok lah i duno wat i crapping. so moodless now. kao sai ness. yes crazy. sk the siau kia. =.= WATEVER! too much to do with so little time. kaosai.