yes.

yes. i feel dumb. and foolish to do those stuff. but what to do? i am still naive. as naive as last time. growing up? yeah. slow. maybe retarded. woots. watever. what's the point living in this world with no sense of direction? right? what's the point. so meaningless and lifelessly i been through all these days. i dont know what am i crapping but i do feel life's meaningless. and it's just another black and white script or sketch. rather than a colorful illusion. sad isn't it? whatever it is, life goes on, right? after all, you cant change things that had happened but you can somehow change your future. just wish i could just go through a simple life where there's nothing for me to think but that happens only in illusions, not reality. guess that's all. live to dream and dream to live. dream a dream .. >.< sigh. oh yea. yy. the hot topic of the day. woots. she was so awesome! haha. i didn't see that coming from her. funny, scary yet fun. ahhh. guess that's all. getting headache after -toots and toots - woots. nights cruel world , cruel reality. ;S