#285

I'm not really good in expressing certain things to certain people. I don't know who I could trust anyone anymore. I don't know if I would find someone to understand me.. Whatever! What I really want to say is, Imissyou.. So badly. T.T my tears just don't want to hold back and drop by themselves. Sadness conquered every part of me.. My soul, my body .. My mind. Sorrowners took away all my true happiness.. Sad is all can say. Gambling may give me happiness actually. Perhaps. I hope.. At least there's something for me to hope. But not live for. =|