#292

Sometimes I would rather be home alone. At least, no one will disturb me or interrupt me. I will have peace. No nagging, no noise. Just silence. It's good to have silence now. I just don't want to talk to you people. I just want to be alone. And for a friend of mine, I hope you are not saying about me. I want to live alone and die alone. I would rather have no 1 with me. It's better of this way. Things are smoother and livelier.. I wonder when I die, will I be buried six feet under the ground or burnt into ashes and kept in an urn or burnt into ashes and thrown into the sea.. And I do wonder how will I die.. Will I die because of old age? Accident? Disease? Murder? Poisoned? Hahaha.. Seems like I have watched a lot of movies hah.. Hahaha.. Well, it's raining out there now.. And there are lightning and thunders.. So loud and terrifying. I am sacred. But, I am pissed at this moment. Yeah. I am.