Roars!

Heart's broken into pieces.. I don't know why. I don't even know was I jealous or was I felt the unfair-ness.. But life's really unfair right? Today I went to fort cornwallis.. It's not a really bad experience though. A lot me people there.. Somehow I think I might go there again.. At least, I don't have to travel all the way up to batu feringgi or tanjung bungah just to let myself relax and chill for a while. I don't know what's wrong with me, but I just don't like things this way. I never do. Mister or miss who-would-understand-me... Where are you? Sigh. There's so much to say but there's no one to go to .. Sad isn't it? Terrifying. Terrific. Fantastic. Lalala.. Listening to I surrender now.. I really want to say I surrender. I just want to leave this life so quickly.. So stealthily.. I don't know when will I break down.. I don't know and I don't wanna know.. Tired and restless and hopeless. Lifeless. Filled with sadness. Worst of all, the people I love for so long, we'll never be together.. I could only see you every once in a while.. Talk to you so slowly.. But I really could not touch you.. Because I do not know what will I do to you.. Hahaha! I night lose control.. Haha.. I pray for you to be happy and healthy all the time then.. Hope things will get better.. =) miss you much.. Take care! Thinking of you really did ease my pain.. At least it stopped me from thinking me those sad stuff.. Lalala.. I want a break! Roars! The roaring goat is currently soaked in boredom and sadness.. I need someone to distract me.. I need something to distract me.. Someone to guide me and someone to hear me!