#297 ?

yeap yeap yeap. i'm getting so emotional lately, and short -tempered as well. =S is it because of the visit of once-a-month or is it because that i felt stress for tests ? or because i lived? or what? somehow i really gotten really really really short-tempered. i don't know why but i am interested to know.. o.O tests tests tests. i'm gonna get back up when you knock me down. baby are you down down down down down? yeah i am. thanks to the trauma last friday.. =S really terrible and shocking. worst paper ever. totally disappointed . sadness. <|3 i din expect it to be so bad. i will get back up. i will crawl up. i swear i will do better! i really want! but there's just no force to push me up. but seriously, the force should be myself =.= damn it. where's my soul? i needa find you! i need you badly.. =(