Friday, 24 December 2010
This christmas?
None of you have any idea how miserable my life is. Even if he asks me to do a simple thing, to me, it's hard. Hard enough. Because just a simple mistake, he will just boom there. None of you have any idea how scary is he. I guess its because when I was younger and he was drunk, he gave me am impression that he's mad. I guess that's the only reason. I don't like talking to him. Really. I don't even know what he wants. Even if he laughs, I don't know is he really laughing or not. What the fuck is that supposed to mean? That means fml. Totally suck. Ruin my whole christmas. This christmas sucks. Really. Miserably passed. God Damn it. I just hate this house. I want to leave this murd maybe for a period of time, its for the best. At least I could leave all those tears and sadness behind. How much I want to. Want but I can't. That's it. End of story. Just continue to live miserably then. Life's not fair. It never is, never was and never will. Merry fucking christmas. Christmas was supposed to be joyful but I ended up filled will misery, sadness and tears. That's it! Fuck everything!
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